Pain (NamJin ff) •Book 2 Of Remedy•

5

When Namjoon woke up, he actually felt a little better.

After writing the song, he felt as if a big weight has been lifted off of him.

He decided to get something to eat from the cafeteria of their company.

As he was walking to the cafeteria, he saw a familiar figure.

He stopped walking when he realized who it was.

It was Seokjin.

He wanted to go to the older so bad. But he stopped himself.

"Stop being stupid Namjoon. He's already happy with someone else." He told himself as he went back on his way to the cafeteria.

He couldn't get Seokjin out of his mind.

He keeps getting reminded of their memories together.

He decided to just go back to his studio because he lost his appetite to eat anything.

When he got back, he slumped on his couch.

"Why is it impossible to get you out of my mind?"

~Meanwhile~

Seokjin was currently at Bang PD-nim's office.

They are talking about his hiatus.

"When are you planning on coming back?" Bang PD-nim asked.

"Maybe after the honeymoon." Seokjin said.

"Let me ask you a question."

"What is it Bang PD-nim?"

"Why did you decided to get married? You were obviously happy with Namjoon so what happened?"

"It just happened. I got tired of the relationship I guess."

Seokjin hated saying those words.

The CEO sighed.

"Sorry but I have to go now. I still have things to do."

"Okay then."

And with that Seokjin left the company.

While at the driving, he was occupied with his thoughts.

He couldn't get Namjoon out of his mind especially since he saw the younger earlier at the company.

He wanted to go to Namjoon and make everything right but a promise is a promise.

He sighed as he continued driving home.

When he got there, Hee Yeon was nowhere to be found.

He went to the kitchen to make something to eat.

And there he saw Hee Yeon, cooking something.

He was leaving when Hee Yeon turned around.

"Oh you're home?"

"Obviously." I said.

"Come on oppa. Don't be so cold."

I just left without saying anything.

I went straight to my room.

I opened my phone and saw that Yoongi messaged me.

Yoongi
Hyung, Namjoon told me that he saw you earlier.
At the company.

Hyung
Yeah.
I saw him too.
But of course I pretended that I didn't.
How is he doing?

Yoongi
He is currently in his studio.
He's been there for weeks now.
He locked himself up.
But I visit him now and then to make sure he's okay.
So don't worry about him.
I'll be taking care of him.

Hyung
Thanks Yoongi.
Please take care of him for me.

Yoongi
Don't worry hyung.
He's in good hands.
But are you really planning on continuing the marriage?
I mean, you don't want it to happen.
Why do it?

Hyung
I already told you that I promised my father to do as he says.
And when I promise something I do that.

Yoongi
But you also promised that you'll never leave Namjoon.
Why didn't you keep it?

Hyung
Our company was at stake, okay?
I want to keep that promise but I can't.
It's hard for me too.

Yoongi
Why can't you just tell them what really happened?

Hyung
I will tell them but not now.
Just trust me.

Yoongi
When?
After your wedding?
When it's all too late?
Just tell them so we can find a solution for all of this.

Hyung
I told you I can't!
My parents will know!
If they find out that I told the others, Big Hit Entertainment will be in danger!
I can't risk that happening just because I want to get out of this marriage!
So please just trust me.

Yoongi
Okay...
I'll trust you hyung.

Hyung
Thank you Yoongi.
I need to go now.
Take care of yourselves!
Bye!

Yoongi
We will hyung.
Bye.

Seokjin closed his phone and lied down on his bed.

Still thinking about how Namjoon looked earlier at the company.

Namjoon looked like he wasn't getting any sleep for days.

He shook his head in frustration.

"Will I be able to get you out of my mind?"