Pain (NamJin ff) •Book 2 Of Remedy•

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The maknaes heard all the commotion inside their leader's room.

They couldn't believe what they heard.

Namjoon and Hoseok was in a relationship.

It suddenly quieted down and they heard the door open.

It revealed a fuming Yoongi.

Yoongi left and went straight to their room.

Jimin immediately followed his boyfriend.

Taehyung and Jungkook was glued to their spot, still shocked at what they had discovered.

"Hyung!" Jimin called out.

Yooongi ignored the younger.

"Hyung! Please stop." Jimin tried again.

But it was no use. Yoongi still continued walking.

Jimin grabbed the older's wrist.

"Hyung, please calm down."

"How can I calm down when they are being stupid?!"

"Hyung."

"Can't they just be understanding for once?" Yoongi said, tears starting to fall from his eyes.

"Hyung, I understand what you're feeling. But violence is not the way. You can't just punch him because you feel like that."

"So now you're telling me that he's not wrong?"

"No. All I'm saying is that you shouldn't have done that."

"That's the same thing! Jin hyung doesn't deserve that. He doesn't deserve that." Yoongi said as he falls to the ground, crying as he says the words 'He doesn't deserve that.'.

"Hyung." Jimin said, hugging the older.

~Meanwhile~

Hoseok was still sitting on the ground.

He didn't know that the older could do that to him.

"Are you alright?" Namjoon asked.

"Yeah. I'm just shocked."

"Let me get some ice." Namjoon said as he left.

"Is it true? I mean, you and Namjoon hyung." Jungkook asked as he and Taehyung enter the room.

"Yeah."

"Since when?" Taehyung asked.

"Just today."

"Wow. I don't know how to react." Jungkook said.

"Congrats by the way." Taehyung said.

"Thanks." Hoseok said.

"Good thing he's with you now and not with that liar. He will be able to forget him easier." Taehyung said.

"I hope so."

"Sure he will. All you need to do is make him happy. Happier than what he felt when he was with him."

"Yeah. I could do that." Hoseok said.

Namjoon was listening to the whole conversation.

He tightened his grip on the ice pack.

He felt guilty.

He thought that he was the reason why the other members hate Seokjin now.

Seokjin's supposed to be best friends, family, turned their backs on him.

He thought he was the reason that Seokjin is getting the hate he doesn't deserve.

He wanted to cry.

He felt as if he only causes trouble for others.

He want to get away.

Get away from the pain he's feeling. Get away from guilt, regret, and loneliness.

But he doesn't know how.

At the end of the day he is still the person many people look up to.

He is still the person that many people idolizes.

And he doesn't want to disappoint those who stayed behind with him.

That's why he decided to agree on Hoseok's proposal.

He wanted to feel better.

But somehow he felt guilty at the same time.

He felt like it was unfair for Seokjin.

He felt like he was being selfish.

He felt as if he was betraying the person he really loves even though he knows that the said person doesn't love him back anymore.

He just felt like it was wrong.

Another unfair thing for Seokjin is that he's getting hate comments from his supposed to be fans.

Saying that he should permanently leave BTS. That he only used Namjoon to become famous.

Namjoon knows that all of that is not true.

He knows that Seokjin loved him and only got tired because of Namjoon lacking.

Namjoon took a deep breath before faking a smile and entering the room.

"Sorry for taking so long. Here let me just." He said as he gently place the ice pack on Hoseok's eye.

"Thanks."

"How are you feeling?" Namjoon asked.

"It's just a black eye, I'm fine."

"Glad to hear it."

"Now, should we continue watching?" Hoseok asked.

"I think we should sleep now. I'm exhausted." Namjoon said.

"Okay then."

Namjoon laid down on his bed.

"Goodnight Namjoon."

"Goodnight Hobi."

Hoseok left the room and Namjoon fell asleep with one thing in his mind.

"I'm sorry hyung."

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After a long time here is an update for you guys! And it's finally our summer vacation! I'm finally free! But I'm going to miss my classmates because in the next school year we will all be taking our own paths and our own journeys. We will go to different schools, different sections and we will be meeting different people. I will really miss them especially our class adviser. Well, hope you guys enjoyed! Bye~!