Description: I don't know what to write for the description. Warnings: swearing By the way this is a long ass story/imagine and it's only part one. So be prepared it's over 4000 words, get comfy haha.
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••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• 6 years ago... I sat on the couch in Oscars front living room, I took a breath trying so hard to calm my nerves, I felt like I was about to throw up, yet again. I had no idea how he would react, we were still both so young, we both had our own dreams. Where the hell is Oscar? I sighed looking around the room trying to preoccupy myself, the room was in pretty good condition other then a pile of papers that were just out of line. I stood up and made my way over to the pile straightening it out. I placed the pile back down as I heard the front door open. "Oscar?" I called out crossing my arms. I moved from my position to the front door. Oscar was stood with his back to me hanging his jacket up. "Oscar?" He took a deep breath before turning to face me. He face covered in bruises and cuts, he gaze not meeting mine. I could feel tears building up in my eyes. "What happened?" I questioned walking forward looking at the boy in front of me. "Nothing y/n" he tried to brush me off but I wasn't having it. "Nothing!" My voice raised out of frustration, Oscar shook his head just walking past me. "For fucks sake Oscar talk to me" I followed him into the kitchen, I crossed my arms as he walked over the fridge and opening it grabbing a can of whatever. "It doesn't concern you" Oscar took a drink from the can. "Seriously? It doesn't concern me?" I crossed my arms standing in the kitchen door frame. "It totally concerns me, you're my boyfriend and you look like someone beat the crap out of you" Oscar took another drink from his can. "You really want to know y/n?" Oscar placed his can down and walked towards me. I took a breath raising my head up to stare Oscar dead in the eye. "I did the one thing you didn't want me to do" again he took another step forward, barely any space between the two of us. "I joined the Santos" that was like a punch, Oscar always promised that was the one thing he wouldn't do. My dad was a Santo, my brother and I saw what it was like for them, how it tore my family apart. I didn't want that to be my future, I didn't want the Santos to be my future or Oscars or anyone else's that came into the picture. "You promised me Oscar" I tried so hard not to cry. "Yeah well obviously I'm not good at promises" he shrugged walking back over to his can and taking a drink. "You have no idea what you've done" I ran a hand through my hair. Oscar laughed shaking his head again taking another drink. "Believe me I do" he spoke like a completely different person. "I can't be with someone's who is in the Santos" I crossed my arms looking over at the boy, Oscar didn't say anything. Finally he broke the silence between us. "Well I guess then we aren't together" he took a final drink from his can before throwing it into the trash can then grabbing another and walking past me. I closed my eyes as he walked passed me trying so hard not to cry.
"So you didn't tell him?" My friend Rose looked at me as she brought another scoop of ice cream to her mouth. "How could I?" A pulled the pillow closer to me. "He does deserve to know..." she trailed away, I knew she was right. "I know your right but if he's in the Santos, I can't bring a baby into that life" I released the pillow from my grasp. "So what are you planning?" She placed he spoon into the ice cream tub, I shrugged as tear filled my eyes, I couldn't hold it in any longer. "Oh y/n" my friend moved from the bottoms of the bed to sit next to me, quickly pulling me into a hug. "You know you've always got me" she pulled away moving a strand of hair, I smiled at her. "I think I'm going to move in with my mom, get away" my friend nodded. "I don't want you to but if you think that's what's best" I leaned against her. "I'm going to miss you" "Oh I know you are" I laughed at my friends response.
