Chapter 14

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"Sharanya these are the notes you have asked for." My classmate Lina had given that to me.

"Thanks dear. I will return it back by tomorrow. " I said smilingly.

"Ok. See ya!" She said with a smile and left the classroom.

I felt sleepy since morning. I couldn't sleep for two days after returning from the hospital. As doctor said I should not take so much stress but I could not help it. If whatever the doctor said was true then why could not I connecting the dots of those incidents; like the fade memories of Shivani and my conversations, Shivani's photo in my and Vyom's room, Shiv's opinions about these incidents and others. Only for just a simple head injury did I need to go to a Psychiatrist?

That's the thing I can not understand! Why I need a Psychiatrist for a head injury? Neurologist, I can understand. But Psychiatrist? For what? These things I can not understand. Was Doctor Mehera telling me the whole truth? If I had a simple head injury then why I had been admitted to the hospital for 2 years and 2 months? Just for regular observation? You got to be kidding me!
Something is definitely off about her behaviour. As if she was shocked rather than surprised. But why? Did not she expect me to come there? Or this is something else which I can not grasp! What she is hiding from me? Not only just her Vyom as well. What they are hiding? Augh! My head is aching!

It had been two days my head was filled with these thousand questions. When I got the answer of one question another thousands arised. I was so involved in these thoughts that I got insomnia for two days. This was not good.

I walked into the cafeteria. It was 3:30pm. Vyom would come at 4pm.

I was sitting on a chair and ordered a tea for refreshment. I was curious about one thing more.

If Vyom never has attended college for these three years then what he is doing now? I have never found anything from him. Is he doing job or preparing for the one?

While I was thinking about all these things the waiter had come to serve my order.

"Take your tea didi (sister)." He said.

"Thank you." I smiled.

"Didi, Bhaiya (brother) didn't come today?" He asked.

I thought for a moment and said, "No. Do you have any work with him?"

"No didi (sister). Actually he always comes here around this time and makes order and read books." He said.

"Oh. He never did his classes right?" I asked smilingly testing my luck.

"No didi, he completed his studies three years ago. As you study here till now he come here regularly. Don't you know that?" He smiled.

"I knew that. I was just joking." I faked my laugh.

"Ok didi. I should go now." His smile widened and he went to his work.

So, it is again confirmed now. Vyom what the hell you are doing nowadays? Job or business or just babysitting me?

"What nonsense!" I murmured annoyingly.

At least I could meet Shiv today, my mood booster, my love!

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I walked from my home for the gerden. I was walking and thinking at the same time about today. I needed to tell this to Shiv.

I told about my investigation to the hospital and my findings on our home basement to Shiv. As expected he was shocked and disappointed with me for not telling him about all of these. I apologized to him and promised to tell him everything afterwards. During these two days only one thing was good, Shiv. Every day talking and meeting with him made me less anxious about the whole situation. I was thankful for that; thankful for that he accepted me as his lover. I loved him and loving him was the best thing happened to me till now.

I reached to the garden. I came to the bench beside the oak tree. Shiv was sitting there on his usual spot. I checked my watch, 5:05pm. I was quite late than usual.

"You are late Ms Bist!" He said with his mischievous grin.

"Yes. I came back late from the college." I said while sitting on the bench.

He frowned.

"What's wrong Sharanya?" He asked fully turning towards me.

"Nothing.. just.." I looked at him.

"You can't lie to me. Something is off. You didn't snap me back like usual, whenever I teased you! Tell me Arayna." He said.

Yes, he gave me this nickname the day when we shared our first kiss.

"Vyom has been graduated from our college three years ago. It is confirmed now." I said.

"So, why are you upset?" He came closer to me.

"I just...I.." I couldn't said completely, tears were falling from my eyes.

"Hey Sharanya, don't cry!" He stood up from bench and kneeled down in from of me holding my arms. I felt his warmth.

"I am tired Shiv. Each and every one is lying to me! Even the doctor is hiding something from me. Shiv, what shall I do now? I am not getting any clue! What...I.." I sobbed between my talk. I suddenly felt so helpless.

"Hey Aranya, Shhh, don't worry. Everything will be fine." He cupped my face with his two hands.

"Will I ever come to know about my past?" I said between my sob. My face was facing the ground, tears were falling down continuously. I was so hopeless.

"Of couse love. You will, trust me. Did you ever think that you could ever come to know about these things? No right? Don't worry, in future you will get your answers." He said with his soft husky voice.

"Even my best friend Vyom is lying to me, hiding something to me, left me in this abyss alone! Whom I can trust now?" I looked at his eyes till sobbing.

"He must have some valid reasons Arayna, he will never hurt you intentionally!" He said.

"Shiv..." I grabbed his shoulders with my hands, " You will never leave me right? Please never leave me or I will be broken totally! Please.. Shiv." I lended my head on his chest sobbing. My eyes were closed, tears falling from them.

He wrapped my waist with his muscular arms tightly.

"Never Arayna, I will never leave you. I am here only for you!" His husky voice touched my ear.

"I will never leave you Sharanya..."

I heard voice inside my head. My eyes shot opened. I looked at his eyes. They were filled with so much love, sparkling brightly. His face was still holding a soothing smile. I wrapped my hands around his back.

What was that? A deja vu!?

At The Same Time In A Room

A healthy middle aged women was standing, holding a coffee mug on her right hand and with other hand a phone.

Suddenly her phone rang. She saw the screen and picked up fast.

"Yes, I called you before. But your calling number was busy then." She went near the big glass window.

The Sun had been set and the whole nature was getting dark.

"Sharanya had come to me two days ago. I didn't expect her to come to me that soon." She put down her coffee mug near a table.

"No, I didn't said anything to her. I promised you all. Remember?" She answered person on the other side of the phone while smiling slightly.

Suddenly her face became serious.

"You were right about that, Vyom! She started to remember things and this is the symptom of her complete RECOVERY!" She said.

"May be within few days she can regain her memories! Let's hope for that!"

She looked at the window. The darkness consumed the nature completely. The nature was silent. Might be waiting for the strom to come!

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Hey guys this is the ending of the chapter. Enjoy. Stay home and stay safe.

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