that bitch (Post Malone - completed)

The storm

(x) POV

I could feel the tension building. We had a lovely day and we went for taco bell after the house hunting. We had an hour left till he has to go. It was now or never. We are sitting in his dad's truck Infront of my dad's house. I had to bite the bullet because he obviously won't.

"This tension is killing me. We need to have the conversation I don't want you leaving today not knowing what happened"

"I don't know if I can handle it (x) I just want to stay in this bubble.where everything is fine and we love eachother" he rubs his neck

"So. We where good Austin. Really good I loved you so much but you where going places. I knew it. You had, well have so much talent. I knew back then you would be world famous someday" tears roll down my face "I had to let you go. You would have stayed here for me. And I couldnt do that to you"

"You could have come with me" he wipes the years away

"No I was pregnant Austin. I'm so sorry I couldnt tell you. You would have talked me into keeping it and it would have ruined your life. My life..." I'm sobbing and I look at him. He looks broken. Here it goes.

"How could you... It's been 7 years. We could have had a 7year old child!" He's shouting at me. I jump back

"That's exactly my point Austin. You wouldn't have this life, your music your fans"

"No but I would have you and a family!!!" He slams his hands down on the steering wheel "this should have been something we discussed!"

"We wouldn't have discussed it Austin you would have been so happy. And I would have just gone along with what you said. And then a year later we would have drifted apart or someone would have cheated and we would be stuck in a shitty place and a shitty situation"

"You had 7 years to rehearse this and that's the best you could come up with?! What ifs..." His head is in his hands

"I wasn't ready to have a kid. Neither where you whether you want to admit it or not! We would have made the biggest mistake of out lives"

"You never gave me the chance to make a mistake. You took that away from me" he looks out his window

" I know I'm sorry. I can't apologize enough but I had to make that decision and that's why I couldn't stay. You would resent me for it. Will resent me for it and I've got to live with that for the rest of my life" he just sits there. I try to put my hand on his arm but he pulls away

"You killed our child" that was like a million knives stabbing me. I choked grabbing for the door handle. I ran.

Austin's POV

A baby

A fucking baby

She killed our fucking baby

I couldn't see straight. I vaguely recall her bolting from the car. How could she keep this from me for 7 years. And then act like everything is fine. I don't know what to do

Austin 🤠
She had an abortion when she left me

Jason
Shit mate
You okay?

Austin 🤠
No how could she do that

Jason
You need to talk to her
You two can work through this

Austin 🤠
Im not sure about if I want to

It had been a messy 2 weeks since I left Texas. I missed her I also resented her. I drank to numb both those feelings. I couldn't talk to anyone about it. They just wouldn't get it. I didn't want to speak to Jason because I knew he would give me good advice and I didn't want to hear it. Not yet anyway. I wanted to wallow. Sit in my dark bedroom. Drink whiskey. Smoke cigarettes and forget about the fact that the love of my life lied to me for 7 years. About our child. I just kept thinking about what could have been. Would it been and girl or a boy. Would it look like me or her.

2 weeks turned into 2months and I was on the road. Drinking and fucking a different girl every night. Fuck I didn't even know what state we are in. There was news headlines about me being on drugs. I was only dabbling it's not like I was addicted or anything. Just recreational shit. Everyone does it. It helps me to forget

I've been in touch with Michi again and I think she's going to visit. If she does I might ask her to stay on the tour with me. I'm lonely and she's a good girl. I just get the feeling she may like Post Malone more than Austin. But maybe that's what I need right now.

I get off the bus. We are in Vegas. Shit. I need to see her.

This place is nice. Gated community. She's doing really well for herself. I'd bullied Jenny into telling me where she lived

I knock on the door. This is a bad idea I'm so drunk. I don't know how I'll react.

A man bit smaller than me and slightly older answers the door. He's like a model sculptured jawline, gym fit and tanned. "Oh" he says, I'm guessing he knows who i am. "(X) door"

She comes up behind him kisses his cheek and slips a hand down his chest. Fuck this was a mistake

(X) POV

Austin

"Hi, Austin"

"Hi, sorry to just turn up like this I just couldn't come to Vegas and not speak to you. Shit got heated..." Fuck he's nervous and he's steaming. I can smell the alcohol from here.

"It was alot to take in and I fucked up. It's my fault" he looks broken again I can't cope with this.

"I'm performing tonight at Caesars tonight if you and your boyfriend want to come. Free tickets your more than welcome" I saw the turn of the knife when he said boyfriend

"Me and Steve are leaving for New York in the morning or I would have loved to" I reach out to touch him but think better of it. The last time I did that he flinched

He turns to walk away "it was nice to see you Austin" he jogs off to his waiting car.

All I want to do is run after him but maybe it's for the best