"Are you my baby now?" Fabian softly kissed my hand up to my shoulder.
This is our first day being a couple. No words could describe what I am feeling right now. That was an unexpected moment for the both of us. Hindi ko alam na sa gabing 'yon ay masasagot ko siya.
Fabian is a good man and I promise to be a good girlfriend. This time, seryoso na. Ayaw ko nang magloko, ayaw ko nang maiwan pang muli.
"I am," I answered, smiling.
"Then you are mine now? Puwede na kitang angkinin?"
I chuckled. "Of course."
"Tapos kapag may boys na lalapit sa 'yo at lalandiin ka nila, puwede ko po ba sila suntukin?" He baby talked.
Napailing ako. He is so adorable. I am just really happy because he's now my boyfriend. Gustong-gusto kong humiyaw sa sobrang saya ng puso ko.
I cupped his face. "No, baby, that's bad."
"But they're bad, too. They're flirting with my girl," he pouted his lower lip.
"Hayaan mo na lang na sila 'yong maging bad. Hindi ko naman sila gusto," I laughed.
"I can be worst when it comes to you." Hinalikan niya ang tungki ng aking ilong.
"I have class for today," pagpapaalam ko sa kan'ya.
"Are you wearing my t-shirt?" He asked when he noticed my cloth.
I didn't answer him, instead I pushed his hands away from me to fix myself. I really need to tie up my hair dahil may pasok ako. Kanina pa kami naglalambingan. Buti hindi siya nagsasawa.
I planted kisses on his lips before waving my good bye. Hindi na siya nakaangal pa dahil mabilis akong umalis. Kapag binagalan ko pa, didikit na naman 'yon sa akin. Ayaw kong ma-late sa unang class ko dahil lang sa pagiging clingy niya.
"Kami na!" I announced to Melanie nang makarating ako.
She closed her eyes and pretented she was asleep. Bahid kong may problema siya kaya mas pinili niyang hindi pansinin ang mga taong nasa paligid niya and that includes me. I want to ask her, if she's okay or not, if what's her problem, dahil laging nand'yan si Melanie noong panahong kailangan ko ng taong nasa tabi ko.
Mas pinili ko na lang na itikom ang aking bibig at huwag muna siyang guluhin. Parehas kami ng course ni Mela at 'yong dalawa naman ay sa ibang school nag-aaral. Kahit gano'n ay hindi nawala 'yong closeness namin sa isa't-isa.
"Am I really that unattractive, Vena?" Melanie faced me.
Bahagya akong nagulat dahil sa biglaan niyang pagsasalita. I stared at him for two minutes and I saw pain, sadness, and frustration through his eyes.
"No, Melanie. Ang ganda mo nga eh," I answered honestly. Melanie's beauty is unique and beautiful is not enough to describe her own beauty.
"But Sheal honestly told me that he doesn't like me the way I like him. Perhaps, it's because I am not that sexy and beautiful for him." Nangangatal ang kan'yang boses at nanunubig ang mata niyang nakatitig sa akin. Napayuko siya at pinunasan ang luhang bumagsak mula sa kan'yang malulungkot na mga mata.
Ito talaga 'yong hindi ko gusto kapag seryosong nagkakagusto ang isang tao sa isang tao. Magkakaroon sila ng insecurities, mawawalan ng worth, tatanungin gabi-gabi ang sarili na bakit hindi siya gusto no'ng tao, ano ba'ng kulang? And more.
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To Catch A Dream (Architect Series #1)
रोमांसArchitect Series #1 Vena and Fabian are partner in this game called 'falling game' made by their friend, Melanie. They know that everything is a part of their game until one day, they gradually developed their feelings for each other.
