{SasuNaru} My Secret Admirer

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- November 5th, 1:04 AM -

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{Naruto}
You are so random.

{Secret Admirer}
I'm aware.

{Naruto}
Okay, you said that I could talk to you about stuff?

{Secret Admirer}
Yeah, of course.

{Naruto}
At the party, something happened that I didn't tell you about.

{Secret Admirer}
That's fine. If you didn't tell me, I'm sure there was a reason.

{Naruto}
Thank you for giving me the benefit of the doubt.

{Secret Admirer}
Always.

{Naruto}
Aww!!

{Naruto}
Anyways...

{Naruto}
I was sexually assaulted... molested? I don't know, something like that.

{Secret Admirer}
Sexual assault is an umbrella term for rape, molestation, etc. you can use either.

{Naruto}
I don't like saying anything at all.

{Naruto}
I don't want to go into too much detail but I've been having nightmares about it.

{Naruto}
That's why I'm still up.

{Secret Admirer}
I'm surprised you trust me enough to tell me that. Not that I don't appreciate you trusting me.

{Secret Admirer}
It just feels weird because I'm not that trustworthy myself.

{Naruto}
Well, sometimes it's easier to talk to strangers about stuff than people you are close to.

{Secret Admirer}
Now that I can agree with.

{Secret Admirer}
So, you haven't told anyone about it?

{Naruto}
No.

{Secret Admirer}
Maybe you should talk to someone about it? Sakura or Gaara?

{Naruto}
Hell no.

{Secret Admirer}
Your foster parents?

{Naruto}
Definitely not.

{Secret Admirer}
A counselor?

{Naruto}
Ew.

{Secret Admirer}
Why not?

{Naruto}
Because it's embarrassing. Every time I think about it, I feel sick. I can only imagine what would happen if I tried to talk about it.

{Secret Admirer}
No one will judge you.

{Naruto}
You don't know that.

{Secret Admirer}
I do.

{Naruto}
I'm a guy who was... by another guy! There are people out there who think that stuff only happens to girls.

{Naruto}
What if people look at me like I'm weak?

{Secret Admirer}
I'm sorry...

{Naruto}
Me too.

{Secret Admirer}
Just so you know, you aren't weak.

{Naruto}
It feels like it was my fault. I went into the room with him. I didn't intend to do anything with him but I should've known better.

{Secret Admirer}
It.

{Secret Admirer}
Wasn't.

{Secret Admirer}
Your.

{Naruto}
Omfg.

{Secret Admirer}
Fault!!!

{Naruto}
Whatever. I'm going to get another shower.

{Secret Admirer}
You'd be surprised but showering too much is unhealthy and won't help you cope as much as talking about it will.

{Naruto}
Goodnight.

{Secret Admirer}
Goodnight.