City Boy (TodoBaku)

Chapter 18: Pain

I hope everyone's taking care and enjoying their day. I can only wish for the same. My day's been horrible and tiring. I've had 5 coffees just so I can at least feel happy or serotonin surging through my brain. I noticed writing calms me down. But it's really hard when you just want to kill the main character because it depicts yourself, the author so freaking much but your other side, my OCD and creativity keeps saying make the book better. It's always a constant war in my mind.

My head's pretty broken now. The rest of the week I have this head ache that I can't fucking shake because I can't have a decent breakdown since everyone interrupts me or something makes me smile ruining the flow of the sadness. So now I just feel energized but no motivation. I hate it. Bye.

Shoto Todoroki's Point of View:

They were sitting on my bed. I couldn't sleep yet so I did what luke wanted to do. We drew katsuki.... but he was wearing cat ears and a green jacket with a collar. I didn't know how I did it but luke just said to ask him for me. He complied though and he was just sitting there.

After a while of making just the guidelines I heard Katsuki's stomach growl. "Shit" he cursed to himself. Luke laughed and I just asked "Want to get food?" I ask. He nodded. We decided that.... I'll cook again as ling as there are no knives and kettles around.

"Why can't just use the kettle?! It's already on the stove " complained katsuki. I gave an uncomfortable glare at the metal object. Luke just said "Nope. We can use the electric one." He said. "Fine..." katsuki grumbled. "Sorry" I mutter. "Why?" Asked katsuki.

"Well.... it's kinda my fault for us not using it" I said. "Why? Wait is that how you " he said cutting himself off and pointing at my scar. I looked at the ingredients and looking away.

I nodded slightly and he pat my back. "Want to tell me? Or just later?" He asked. "Later" I whisper. He nodded and I got nack to making us ramen with extra meat and eggs.

I looked over at the two and they were watching me cook. I sigh and wrap the apron around my waist and slightly tug my sleeves upward. My body finally dried off so the fabric wasn't as translucent like earlier.

I grabbed the pot and and turned around and setting it on the table with a bamboo sheet so that the pot wouldn't ruin the table. I took 3 bowls and served them their share, well I made them take more since I didn't feel like eating a lot.

"You already ate fucking dinner earlier and now you're cheating and eating something in the middle of the night!
You didn't even fucking train today you worthless child" the voice yelled at me. I whimper slightly and stop whatever I was doing.

I dropped my spoon and it landed on the bowl. I splashed the soup around the table but luckily it didn't hit anyone. "Shoto, you alright?" Luke asked. I didn't respond fast enough making them look at me suspiciously.
"Sorry. I was just....thinking" luke gave a concerned face. Suddenly katsuki stood up and sat next to me.

"What are you doing?" I ask as he hug me. "W-what?" I ask. Luke shrugged and joined in on the embrace. "What are you two doing?" I ask feeling weird heat but a comfortable one. "We want to comfort you." Said katsuki as he hug tighter. I blush a bit.

"Y-you don't have to. Just eat." I said. They looked at each other and they all of a sudden close in their faces on to mine. They sat their lips on each side of my cheeks. I feel a rush of heat run to my cheeks as they laughed.

"W-w-wha-t" I stutter. They laughed. "There. At least now you aren't over thinking now" said luke. I looked at him and Katsuki. "I was just following what he said!" Said katsuki as he pointed at luke. Luke pulled out his tongue and said "now eat. You deserve the day off. You can live without one day of training you know" he said.