Autophobia

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Jordyn's POV

"We're here Bubba." Toby says as our car pulls up to the location.

"Okay." I say as I grab Sandy's leash.

Once our car comes to a stop, my bridesmaids, Toby, and I get out of the car and head into the wedding venue.

Today's my wedding day.

I finally get to become Jordyn O'Hara.

I'M SO EXCITED.

"This way ladies." Some body from the wedding venue says then she leads us to my get ready room.

Once we're in my get ready room we put our dresses up then we start eating our late lunch.

"How're you feeling Jordyn?" Julie asks.

"I'm excited." I say as I look around for my phone.

"Lose something?" Becky asks.

"I can't find my phone."

"Did you leave it with the dresses?" Toby asks.

"Lemme check." I say then I head to the room we left the dresses in.

"Did you find it?" Christen asks as she walks in the room with Sandy following her.

"No." I say then Sandy barks three times.

"TOBIN." Christen shouts then Toby comes running in and helps me onto the floor.

Once I'm on the ground Toby moves out of the way to allow Sandy to become my pillow to stop myself from hurting myself while I have a seizure.

"Okay. It's over Bubba." Toby says and brushes her thumb over my cheek.

"W-what?" I ask.

"You had a seizure Jordyn."

"Oh...I'm sorry."

"Bubba you know you never have to apologize for something you can't control."

"Jordyn." Christen says getting my attention. "Do you know where you are?"

"My wedding in Portland." I say.

"Do you know what just happened?"

"I had a seizure."

"Do you know when it happened?"

"Around 1pm."

"Alright you're doing good Jordyn, but I need you to take a couple deep breaths to get your breathing back to normal."

I take a couple deep breaths then I'm given water so I drink it.

Once I'm fully recovered, Toby helps me stand up then I wrap my arms around her.

"Your alright." Toby whispers then she kisses my head.

"I hate this." I mumble.

"I know Bubba." Toby says.

"Thanks Sandy." I say then I scratch my service dog's head.

"Good girl." Toby says.

I stay in Toby's arms a little bit longer then we head back into the main room and I sit back down next to Julie.

"You okay?" Julie asks as she brings me into her arms.

"Stupid seizures." I mumble.

"I'm sorry Jordy." Julie says then she kisses my head.

I think Julie's always going to be protective of me.

I don't mind though.

"DELIVERY." Someone yells from outside the door.