try to knock down my walls

chapter 19 "how?"

Lisa pov

I got inside the car and drove towards the hospital with RHON next to me. It was pretty silent and awkward but I am glad he came. 

"...."

" are Pablo and Chloe there?" He asked me.

" Yes they are there, sir, I believe almost everyone is there," I said to him focusing on the road

" are you happy with your new kitchen?" He asked me again.

" Y-Yeah I am super happy with it," I said stopping in front of a traffic light.

" You know when I was your age I also worked hard to make money," He said.

I drove again and looked at him.

" What did you do with that money?" I asked him.

" Uuch, I can't remember," He said laughing a little. I smiled a little at that. I think Rhon is a few years older than Pablo and definitely in a bad shape than Pablo.

(time skip)

I got out of the car and opened the door for Rhon. I got his stick out of the backseat and helped him get out of the car. 

" Thank you kid," He said still leaning on the car. I walked with him slowly towards the entrance of the hospital. Once we got in I got one of those wheelchairs for him. He sat down on it with his stick on his lap. I pushed the wheelchair and walked towards the reception.

" Lisa here!" I heard Alex's voice. I walked towards him and, he saw Rhon and extended his hand.

" Oh hello, Mr. Ross good seeing you again," Alex said.

" Good to see you to Alex," Rhon said Shaking his hand. Alex pushed the wheelchair and we walked towards the room.

When we got there the Twins and Pablo, and Julian were sitting outside the room.

I hugged Julian who I haven't seen in a year because he decided to make money in a really dangerous way, but it was a lot, and the apartment was his hideout. 

" Damn you got taller," He said breaking the hug.

" and you got richer," I said wich made him laugh.

" Lisa you can go in the other girls are also in the room," Pablo said. I got in and saw all the girls. 

" oh look how tall you got," Rita said hugging me. I hugged her back and then hugged her daughter Clair. Rita has her own bakery and is a good cook, and her daughter is starting her own restaurant. they live two floors above me.

even though not everyone is here we all came for Brianna. She saw and then my clothes.

" you're soaking wet," She said looking concerned. 

" It's fine, how are you doing?" I asked her.

" I am doing good," She said.

" The doctors said that if it all goes how it goes now I will give birth to my child early in the morning," She said smiling. I looked at Rina who is more nervous than ever. Rina got a miscarriage after she gave birth to Rax, and that is also the reason why she and the dad of Rax broke up.

" It's all gonna be fine," I said looking at Rina.

" Okay girls let's get the boys to visit her now," Chloe said walking out.

" Oh yeah I brought Rhon with me," I said looking at everyone's reaction.

Everyone got out probably to see it for themselves. Everyone greeted Rhon welcoming and then the boys got in. 

We all sat down and Chloe looked at me.

" You should go and say you're sorry to her as Brianna won't be giving birth now," Chloe said.

" Yeah you should go we will call you if something happens," Rina said looking at me.

" What do I say then?" I said rubbing my head.

" Just knock on the door and say you're sorry when she opens," Rina said simply.

" Go and ask if she will go for a walk with you and if she goes apologize to her and tell her your real feelings," Chloe said. 

" You should go to my bakery and give her something you two can eat," Rita said.

" But it is too soon," I said letting my head voices come out.

" Better than too late," Clair said.

" Lisa, does she knows about?" Rita asked me and I shook my head.

" I am not going to tell her and I am not going to confess," I said leaning my head against the wall.

" Go with your feeling," I heard Rhon say. He walked out with his stick. Clair stood up and let him sit. He thanked her and goes on.

" you can plan all the things you want with love but you should never plan how to in your head," he said looking at me and the others.

" let your real feelings speak for you instead of those stupid head voices," He said hitting my scalp a little. I looked surprised but also happy that he got back to his old self.

 Rhon would always Play with Rax when Rax was younger and would always protect and hide Julian if the police would think he was in the apartment building. He protected Rita and claire from their abusive dad/ husband and called the police on them. and punched the hell out of Jim ( Rina's ex-boyfriend)

" planning makes it look like you wanted everything to be perfect but nothing is perfect as long as it comes from the real heart, the heartbeat that beats when you lie but explodes when you hurt someone or love someone," he said sighing.

" Kid I know you from when you were younger and I know that you can't remember it, but these voices in your head are actually super useless," He said looking at me.

" Your feelings are stronger, you can already say that you like her and maybe she will too, but tell her then you're real feelings. if you want to take it slowly say that you want to take it slow," He said. I nodded my head and got up.

" I need to buy flowers," I said standing up.

" Hey kid, get my Motor," Alex said standing at the door. 

" We heard it all kiddo," I heard Jullian say

" I will try to wait as long as I can to give birth so you can talk about your feeling," I heard Brianna say which made the others laugh. I laughed too and Alex gave me the keys his helmet and his jacket.

" Your feelings Lisa," Rhon said touching the left side of his chest.

I walked away still soaked hoping that Lia is still open.

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