Poetry {Mostly Free Verse}

Me

I'm a nerd
I'm short
I'm a brunette
I'm in the higher math class
I'm amazing at science
I'm a hands on learner
I'm sweet
I'm gentle
Well until someone's bullied then s@&$ goes down
I'm a girl
I'm in love
I'm thirteen
And my heart is made of scars
So I honestly gave up on things like
Love
Happiness
Trust
Friendship
Just being ok in general
But now I can only feel
Hate
Anger
And a lot of other s$&@
That I haven't told
But the truth is I honestly
Don't cut
Because if I did
I would just hurt more and
Why would I hurt myself
More than I already am
But it wouldn't matter anyway because
I'm dead
But somehow
I'm still breathing