Zoe's POV
I stood there as I watched the building going up in flames. I had just set it on fire, I don't regret it.
There was smoke everywhere. The neighbours were rushing out of their homes to see what was happening.
I needed to get out of here before anyone realised it was me.
I woke up gushing for air. It took me a while before I finally caught my breath.
I switched my night lamp on.
"It was just a nightmare," I repeated to myself.
But it wasn't.
When Gerald and I broke up, I was in a dark place.
Which lead into unhealthy behaviour. I started drinking.
One night, I went to his house and set it on fire. No one was in there nor was I caught. The next day, my conscious wouldn't stop bothering me. I told him the truth, that I was the one who set it on fire. I even offered to pay for all the damages but he let me off the hook and said he understood. Although Gerald had broken my heart, it wasn't the person I wanted to become.
Even though it happened a long time ago, it still bothers me, I would have never expected myself to do that, but I did. It's a dark place I never want to return to.
I suddenly felt nauseous. I pushed my blankets off of me and ran to the bathroom.
I opened the toilet seat, putting my face into the toilet, vomiting last nights' diner.
Maybe I was pregnant. I wanted to wait a few more day before I took the test. Or maybe it was just the bad Chinese food I had for diner.
Once I was sure everything was out, I flushed the toilet.
I rinsed my mouth in the basin then returned to my bed wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.
I felt completely drained like I had nothing left in my stomach. I didn't want to eat now, I knew I'd throw up again.
I slipped into my bed, holding my blankets tightly around me.
It took me a while before I fell asleep again.
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"Wake up," someone yelled. I felt my bed bounce up and down from beneath me.
It was difficult to stay asleep.
I groaned turning on my bed.
I opened my eyes slowly adjusting it to the light beaming through the curtain. Reina was jumping up and down on my bed, what was she? Two?
"It's still early," I groaned. I hadn't slept well between vomiting and nightmares.
I grabbed my blanket covering my head with it.
I felt my blankets slipping away off of me.
"It's morning," A grumpy looking Abby said. I hadn't noticed her. She was standing at my feet, pulling away the remaining part of my blankets that covered my feet.
I felt a chill on my bare legs. I hugged myself for warmth wanting to continue sleeping.
"Come on, it's Saturday," Reina exclaimed. " We have but above an hour before you have to go to your cafe. We have a spa appointment." she continued.
She finally stopped jumping on my bed.
"I want to sleep," I groaned.
I took my pillow, covering my face with it.
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The baby swap✓
RomanceZoe is a young and independent woman who never loses an argument. She feels that her life is finally the way she wants it to be. She has a great job and a great new house. Her life is perfect. She has everything she wants except one thing, a child...