Ordinary Girl ; me au

Chapter 6

Matt's POV

I was about to burst out into tears but I didn't want to wake her up. I felt a tear find its way down my cheek. I bent down slowly & kissed y/n's scars. I really wanted to see how much more she had but I couldn't take anymore at the moment.I never noticed she had freckles. They were the cutest things. I decided to leave her a note.

To: y/n From: Matty :).

Y/n I want to let you know that you are beautiful & i hope you sleep well. I noticed you have some freckles there. Don't put makeup on them. Goodnight love. ❤

I was crying so badly right now. I left it at her nightstand & headed to the door. I sighed under my breath. I walked out the door & gently closed it. At this point, my vision was blurry by all my tears. I blinked, letting them fall slowly down my cheek. I walk out the door & lock it before leaving. I head home & I see my mom is sleeping, so I quietly go to my room & throw on my joggers, a plain t shirt & head to bed.

-4 A.M

I couldn't sleep. Having the thought in my mind that y/n cuts was unbearable. I cried myself to sleep. Why would such a beautiful & sweet being hurt herself in any way? I have to tell her. I want to. I want to save her. 

Y/n's POV

I woke up on my bed & I had a headache. I get up from bed & notice a piece of paper. I pick it up & read what it says.

- "Matt left me this? I must've fell asleep last night... He's so sweet."

I thought. I put the paper back down. That honestly made my day. Matt is such a good friend.

I noticed by now that I was blushing & looked like a tomato.I go brush my teeth & wash my face. I head to my room & grab my phone to see a text from Matt.

Matt: "Goodmorning Beautiful. ☺"

He's the best.

Y/n: "Goodmorning Machew. :)"

I replied.

A few minutes after, my phone went on.

Matt: "Y'n can I go over to your house after school?"

I didn't mind having Matt over. He kept me company when usually I'm alone.

Y/n: "Ofc Matt. See you in school. :P"

I change into a pair of leggings & a white hoodie with a black t shirt under. I put on my hot pink vans & french braid my hair by the sides going down. It's a bit time consuming but I do it anyways. I head to the bathroom & put on my usual makeup routine, except I didn't put foundation by my nose, just for Matt. I didn't like it, but I did it for him.

I head downstairs & my stomach growled but I was going to be late for the bus. I go towards the door & lock it before I leave.

-

As I walk to the bus stop, I think about my mom. She always goes to work & doesn't come back two or three days later. I honestly don't know what she is doing but it makes me feel depressed knowing nowhones really there for me. But Matt, he makes me happy. I was caught up in my thoughts again when the bus honks twice. "Cmon! We ain't got all day!" The bus driver says rudely.

I go inside the bus & hear the same chattering I hear every morning. The usual, I walk to the back of the bus. As I'm walking by I felt something hit my head. It was a crumbled up paper. I picked it up & sat down. I uncrumbled the paper & in big letters it stated

"UGLY WHORE"

I felt like I was going to cry. This ruined my morning completely. I crumbled the paper again & threw it under the chair in front, not wanting it by my sight.

-

I step out of the bus & go into school, knowing for whats about to happen. I walk in & people start staring again. I quickly make my way through them. "You fat skank, nobody likes you." A girl beside me said bluntly. I was at my breaking point. I ran to the bathroom & start crying. I hate my life. I felt horrible. Everyone hates me.

I cleaned my tears up noticing I had three minutes left to go to homeroom. I walk out in a hurry & I roughly bump into someone. It made my sore stomach hurt. "Ow.." I said lowly.

"Sorry y/n."

I hear them say holding my hand slightly. It was Matt. I look up at him

"It's okay Matt, but I have to go. I'll be late."

I left before he could notice I was crying.

Matt's POV

Shit. I was going to be late again. I was walking fast when I bumped into someone. It was y/n.

"Sorry y/n."

I said. She looked up & I her eyes were red & puffy. Before I could hug her or even ask anything she says,

"It's okay Matt, but I have to go. I'll be late."

She said and left. I felt pretty bad but I had to hurry to class. I ran upstairs & went inside a couple of minutes before the bell rung.

Last block

The bell ringing filled up my ears. Thank god. I head out & text y/n.

Matt: "I'll be at your door."

And made my way out the school building.

Y/n's POV

The school bell rung & I tried going as fast as I can. I walk downstairs and I feel my phone vibrate.

I quickly open it up.

Matt: "I'll be at your door."

I put my phone in my pocket and continued what I was doing.

Suddenly, I spot Luis. I freeze right in place. I panic. They turn they're heads. "Hey, you!"

One of them say. Im frozen. I can't move. I'm in such a scared state. Oh no their going to hurt me again. I ended up on the floor with a stinging sensation on my cheek. I was thinking too much & didn't notice them coming my way. He slapped me..

"Why don't you go kill yourself eh? Nobody wants you here you ugly hoe."

He stated & with that, he kicked my stomach. My stomach was so sore. It hurt me even more than yesterday. He kicked me only once, surprisingly. & left . I get up groaning tearing up & hurry home. I was about to cry up again when I remembered Matt is waiting for me.

- I'm about to go to my door & I see Matt sitting at the edge looking down. I walk towards him. "Hi Matt." I said. He stood up & hugged me. It surprised me but I hugged back. We entered my house & put our stuff down. I went to the kitchen & Matt sat down on the couch.

"Do you want something to eat?" I ask nicely.

"No i'm fine. Y/n, can we talk?"

He asked.

I was pretty confused yet nervous. I sat down beside him.

"What is it Matt?"

A/N: Happy Matturday guys! I really hope some of you are enjoying this. I'm trying to put my best into it but I promise it will get better. Thank you for everything.