Hopelessly Devoted

Chapter 23-Little Problems *MATURE*

Sean just smiles against my lips, quickly taking over as his arms tighten around my waist. He signals for me to open my mouth, which I do without hesitation. I moan as I feel his tongue enter, rubbing against my own. I'm far too exhausted to fight with him for dominance, so I just allow him to explore my mouth without any restrictions.

Sean carefully shifts our position on the bed so that my head rests on his pillow while he looms above. He detaches our lips, leaving me gasping for air. "You know, Rabbit," Sean says. "I didn't tell you all the reasons I love you."

"For instance, I love your perfect lips that just beg for kisses." He kisses me hard once again, and I wrap my arms around his next to pull him closer. "I love how small you are. I love how your body fits perfectly into my hands." He says this before moving his mouth to my neck, planting kisses along my jaw. At one point, he licks at a spot underneath my chin that causes me to moan for him. "Fuck, Luka," Sean's gravelly voice sends shivers down my spine. "Add that moan to the fucking list, dear God."

Sean slowly removes his lips and leans back so that he stare into my eyes. His right hand slowly inches up to my face, cupping my cheek as he runs his thumb over my bottom lip. I simply return the stare, not really knowing what to do.

"Mmmm, and those eyes. They're looking at me with such innocence that it's making it hard for me not to ravage you." His right hand stays on my face, while his left hand travels south, landing right on my very excited body part. "Although, something tells me you wouldn't mind my doing so."

Shivers run down my spine, but I focus on keeping a level head. "Um... I-I'm not... I've never-"

"It's ok, baby, I know." Sean says, placing another chaste kiss on my forehead. "I love you, but it's not that hard to tell that I'm your first kiss."

A blush rises to my face. Am I really that bad?

"Don't worry, baby. I'll make sure you get plenty of practice." He sends me a wink that causes dangerous tingles to flow straight to my pants. "But, since I am your first kiss, is it safe to presume you've never been intimate before."

I nod shyly.

"Do you want to do something tonight?" His eyes search mine, not pressuring me, just genuinely interested in knowing where his boundaries are.

Do I want to do something? I mean, I'm not ready for sex. God, I can't even imagine having sex with the beautiful boy above me. I might explode from happiness. Still, I'm very... excited and it'd be painful to have to wait this out. Looking down, I can see little Sean is also quite invested in the current situation. I suppose there's no harm in being intimate... right?

"N-not too m-much?"

"Of course, my Rabbit." Sean smiles warmly, leaning down to place a loving kiss on my swollen lips. "Don't forget, you can always tell me to stop."

Sean resumes our passionate kiss from earlier. His hands both return to their places on my waist, gently massaging the spots they land in. His dexterous fingers gently make their way underneath my shirt, making me whimper a bit when our skin first makes contact.

Sean sits up for a moment and throws off his shirt. Dear Lord, he looks so good. His defined chest hovers over me, and his prominent six-pack practically makes my mouth water.

I need to go to the gym, more.

Sean gently sits me up, kissing me as he does so, and tugs on my shirt. I take the hint and remove the article of clothing before laying back down and baring my far scrawnier torso for his appraisal.