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What the hell did I just blurt out? I completely forgot that he doesn't know anything and uttered it in this pain. Ugh! I just hate these headaches.


"What do you mean by drugged Yuri ah?", he asked in a stern voice. He looked partially dumbfounded at my sudden revelation and partially serious. I just avoided his gaze and looked at the ground.


"I am asking you something Yuri ah", he eyed me with a sharp gaze and I gulped down my throat. Why are you so dumb Yuri? What should I do now? I just stayed silent and pretended to not hear his words. He diverted his attention to the tea and I guess it's prepared.


He poured it into a mug and blew air to make it a bit cool. He then walked to me and placed the mug in my hands. I didn't even look at his eyes as I know I will go weak in his intense gaze. He placed his arms alongside me on the counter. I could feel his soul-piercing gaze though I can't really see his face.


"Drink it fast so that you could answer my question", he spoke in a deep and stern voice. I am literally trapped between his arms and couldn't even escape now. I sipped the hot drink and it relieved my ache at least to some extent.


"Achoo", I covered my mouth immediately as I sneezed. I don't think this cold will be relieved so easily and perhaps that's one of the reasons for this painful head throbbing which didn't appear since the last few days.


"I wanted to give you cold medicine too. But I don't think your body will be suitable for them", he spoke and I lowered my gaze. I am sorry for hiding this to you Jimin. I don't intend to do this purposefully but putting that in front of us again would only cause me pain.


"Don't you trust me Yuri ah", he lifted my chin making me look into his eyes which clearly showed hurt and concern. I shook my head in negation. He is the only person I could trust my heart with, after those people who played with my life.


"I trust you Jimin", I kissed his forehead softly placing the empty mug aside. I cupped his face and rested my forehead against his. I want him to feel my emotion now. I want to make him feel that he is important to me. I want him to feel confident that I trust him with all my heart.


"At least tell me a part of it. I know something scary must have happened. If you can't tell it all at once, at least tell me bits", he sounded faint and I know he is pleading me. Don't do this Jimin, I feel so guilty for making you feel like that. I held his face tight and pecked him gently.


"I was drugged Jimin. They didn't take my permission to do that. I felt like being experimented there Jimin. It was so painful when they injected me so many doses. My body got a change and also experienced different sensations", I told him half of the truth and I could see him getting nervous.


"Who did that to you Yuri ah?", he asked with tears in his eyes and squeezed my hands. I felt so helpless back then and now I feel so vulnerable remembering them. I was treated even worse than a toy. I remember crying when they injected those alienic drugs, sometimes even making me unconscious.


"I don't want to talk about them Jimin ah", I spoke controlling the urge to cry and pressed my lips into a thin line. I looked at him and he nodded slowly pulling me into his arms for a bear hug. I hugged him back and let out the tears from my eyes.


"It's okay. I don't know what had happened to you Yuri ah. But all that matters is that you are safe now and with me. I am here for you Yuri ah. You can unveil the whole thing as days pass. I will be waiting", I could feel his fingers brushing through my hairs and smiled contentedly.


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