⭒Eutony⭒

Reflecting On What I've Become

By iamverda357
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Love hurts at times;
Really deep, as if rooted.
I'm a traveler who has seen too many awful moments;
memories never seem to leave me alone.

I'm like a tree with bare branches;
Not a single leaf of mine left to make me feel
secure; I'm a bare, raw, wild mess.

My lips ache; I need to spit out everything.
My mind is a blank mess;
It feels like I'm fading away.

My promises are broken;
Those that were meant to stay untouched.
I feel like I'm throughly searched;
My presence feels like a book with no words.
I feel like I'm broken, cursed.

I don't know where to wander;
I'm so lost that nothing makes sense.
My soul has poorly crumbled.
I am a wreak, nothing less.

I dream of nothing but darkness.
My fingers touch nothing but pain.
My heart lurches inside in vain.

My heart is in misery;
I am in pure agony.
I'm trying to hold myself;
As if that would stop the pain.

But it doesn't help;
All of the suden I've become unfixible.
My heart is blistering, w
idely cracked.
I have felt torn apart before,
but never this bad.

I yearn to speak for my words to flow;
But only silence pours out of my parted lips.
Quiet tears leaking unspoken secrets.

I dread love;
It has left me terrified.
A lonely soul, achingly unsure.

My emotions have got tangled before,
But never left me so overwhelmed.
A part of me is numb, while the rest of me hurts.

My anger burns me like acid.
It stirs inside me, uncontrollable.
My sobs choke me;
I've become too sore.

All I see is blurred images,
Colours that don't matter anymore.
But I fear closing my eyes;
Too many memories await to flash through.

My breathe is stolen, my heart crushed.
I did this to myself,
I'm a nauseting cheater.
I hurt so much; I feel like I'm in hell;
Pain a constant torture for me.

Oh. Why did I ever trusted you?
Now I am hurt alone;
I'm fading away.
My very presence feels like a burden.
I never knew this is how a heart breaks.

Dedicated to iamverda357