Pathways of Forever (SERIES 3) [COMPLETED]

Epilogue

《PATHWAYS OF FOREVER》

Hazelle's POV,

I slowly opened my eyes, seeing the face of my husband. He is staring at me worriedly but relieved.

"Y..Your awake" He whispered. A tear automatically came out my eyes and he just closed his eyes and put our foreheads together.

"Thank God your okay..." He said again.

"Hazelle, finally your awake. How are you feeling?" Pangangamusta sakin ni Kuya Ethan. All my brothers are here, they must be so worried about me.

"I'm okay Kuya..." I quickly answered. Dylan is still looking at me with tears in his eyes.

"We are so worried about you, why did you du such a thing Hazelle? You almost killed yourself?" Tanong ni Kuya Evan and I looked away.

"I.. I'm sorry, I..Its just hindi ko na kinaya. All this pain, it hurts so much... And I don't have someone to lean on k...kaya nawala na ko sa katinuan at naisip nalang na-" Dylan cut me off.

"Kaya naisipan mong magpakamatay? Hazelle hindi mo manlang ba inisip kung anong mararamdaman namin kapag nawala ka!? Did you even think of what I would feel and what will happen to me if you will die? I will be lonely Hazelle! I may also killed myself just to be with you again!" Bulalas niya kaya nagulat ako. He was right. Why am I so selfish? I didn't even think of all the people who values me the most, they will be saddened when I'm gone.

"Dylan is right Hazelle. Alam namin kung gaano kasakit ang pinagdadaanan mo ngayon, kahit kami rin naman nahihirapan sa lahat ng nangyayari but we have to remain strong because we know na hindi naman magiging masaya sila Mama at Papa kung makikita nila tayong malungkot. We have no choice to accept everything Hazelle, and continue our lives. We may not see them anymore but they will always be at our side to guide us" Sabi ni Kuya Matt kaya napaiyak nalang ako and realized what Mama said to me the last time we talked. All my brothers came to me and hugged me tight.

"I..I'm sorry, I'm really sorry Kuya's" I apologized.

"Just don't ever do this again, you will also kill us if you do. We can't afford to lose you too okay?" Sabi ni Kuya Evan kaya tumango ako.

"Mauna na kami, babalik nalang kami dito bukas. Kailangan niyo mag usap ng asawa mo, magpagaling ka. We love you Bunso" Habilin sakin ni Kuya Ethan and caressed my head.

"I love you all too" I answered. Umalis na silang tatlo at kami nalang ni Dylan ang naiwan sa kwarto. We stayed silent for some minutes. Pinapakiramdaman ang isa't isa kung sino ang unang magsasalita.

"I'm sorry..." He finally spoke up and looked at me.

"I'm sorry if I became a worthless husband to you. I'm sorry if I'm always not beside you, I'm so sorry for loosing our child, I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done. I don't deserve you Hazelle, I trully don't" He sobbed and looked away at me. I held his hand and he looked at me this time.

"I..I'm sorry too Dylan, for everything. For making you discourage about yourself. I didn't intended to do it ever, I just really wanted to help you and I can't stand on seeing you hurting. I..I'm also very sorry of loosing our child, I should've been a careless mother, hate me all you want for it I won't blame you-" He cut me off and held my face.

"Don't say that Hazelle, I won't ever blame you. It is not your fault, pareho tayo may pagkukulang sakanya. Hindi natin siya inaalagaan at inintindi dahil masyado tayong abala sa ibang bagay. This is not the end of our future Hun, we can still make everything right" Aniya so I looked at him.

"Don't ever say that you don't deserve me because you are the only one who owns me Dylan. Your right, parehas tayo may pagkukulang... hindi lang sakanya pati narin sa isa't isa. Were supposed to be always thinking by ourselves as one but we ended up focusing on different situations of our lives. We need to make things right starting today, I know it is not too late. This obstacle that we faced, we can surpass this and have our new path of beginning. We can go back to our beginning and apply the learnings that we've learned through our failures and mistakes. Lets use them as our source of strength together with our endless love to each other. I know more unexpected challenges may overcome to us, but I know that we can get through it and will continue to walk on our path" I said as I held his hand tightly. He nodded and caressed my face.