Lone (Bitty!Dust!Sans x Reader) DISCONTINUED.

Chapter 39: A Memory I Once Forgotten

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WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, AND SUICIDE
IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS THERE IS A RECAP!!

(Y/n) POV

"Can you tell me that memory?.."

Dust watches the sun that now became a reddish orange, he had a frown, but then it became a smile. "I never told you, haven't I?" No it was a sad smile, the type of smile that you would see on a someone would see fond memory that was forced to be forgotten. It's still a smile, but it has a frown behind it. "He was incredible, but he was very weak at heart, he always smiled for other people, but he could never seemed to  smile for himself" Dust sighed, "he had severe depression.." I let out a quiet gasp, I knew that, but hearing it from Dust himself made it seem like it was impossible. "When I first came into this world, it felt like I was a new person, I had no memory of who I was. it felt so damn good to be lost again, to not know what would happen next." He said with the same sad smile. "I was normal, like any other bitty..!" He chuckled bitterly with sadness. "He..he adopted me, he saw my faults and confusion, but he picked me out of them all saying that I was 'one of a kind..' and I believed him" he said. the sun disappeared but it's light remained.
"I loved him, I held him dearest to me.. believing nothing can stop the moment of me and him together watching the sunset" he said, I was still grabbing onto his shoulder but my hand slid to his arm. "I thought I was special... I apparently thought wrong.. one day when he came back from his job he still held a smile on his face. He told me that he loves me deeply that he's always gonna be there for me, I thought it was normal since he always told me that but..

A old man and a bitty are together in a small house. The bitty full of joy to see his owner, "hi Dad!" The bitty said enthusiastically! "I missed you a lot!" The bitty jumped up and down. "Me too, Noxa me too" the man said with a smile,

"I want to tell you something Noxa.."

"Yeah?"

"I love you with all my heart, and I'm going to be there for you, just like you've been there for me.."

"I know that!" The bitty chuckled

"That's good that you know Noxa.."

the man sighed with a smile, but it seemed different from the others.

"Noxa, can you promise me something?"

"Anything!"

"Can you promise me to never look back?.."

That was a weird thing to promise.

"I promise!"
The bitty smiled

"Thank you.."

"I'm going to be gone oneday Noxa.. and when I am, I want you to forget me.."

"Don't say that Dad!"

"It's true!"

..Later that night..

"Dad! I was wondering if I- Dad?"

"He left.."

"Dad?!"

"Dad!!"

The old man was on the ground, a knife implanted in his chest laying in bed of his own blood, the bitty ran towards him, "Dad! W-what's g-going on?!" the old man green eyes stared into him, they were dull. Something you wouldn't imagine to see on the old mans face. "Forget.. forget about me.." the old man said, he had the same damned smile on his face but it looked like it could crumble away any moment. "W-why.. why would you say that?!" The bitty yelled with tears streaming down his face "what did I do for this to happen to you?!" The bitty said what you would think as anger, but it was nothing but pure horror. "It...it.. wasn't you.. I don't want to live Noxa.. I don't want to smile any..more" the old man said yet still smiling, "I..I don't want to.. smile for anyone anymore.. I'm.. tired Noxa.. smiling makes me tired.. I tried to.." he coughed up blood ".. you promised.. to forget me.. to forget my smile.." the bitty could only shake his head in shock "I-I never said that.. stop saying these things.." the bitty said in pure horror "forget.. run..away, never look..back" the man could barely speak. The bitty never realized until now "HELP!! HELP!! HE'S DYING!! SOMEONE HELP HIM!!" The bitty yelled to the top of his being, tears streaming down his face like waterfalls, he felt useless he could do anything. There was blood, so much blood, it was everywhere, haunting his mind with something he never felt before

Familiarity

He felt like he's been through this before. "Someone..help.." the bitty was yelling for a few minutes the old mans eyes were dulled much more then before, he was hysterical

"..Forget.."

"..Forget.."

"..Forget.."

"No... stop it!" The bitty plead. "Stop it..! Make it stop!!" Police sirens can be heard in the distance. With multiple people talking with concern outside.. the door was trying to be opened but it was locked.

"I..love you...Noxa.."

"But.. I can't seem to.. smile for you..like the way I.. remember"

He had a frown on his face now, and he finally closed his eyes, and let out his last breath.

All the bitty could do was run away, he ran from the house and onto the street with large tears flowing from him like the strong rain. Memory's he never knew he had were flashing through his mind like the flashing lightning. "STOP IT!!" The bitty yelled.

"STOP DOING THIS TO ME!!"

"And that was the day I learned that I wasn't a bitty, all my memories from my universe came to me.. it was the death of someone you love that triggered it"

I stared at him with tears in my eyes, the suns light was becoming more dull by the second, till it disappeared. I looked at the night sky, there were very few stars in the sky, and dark clouds began to form. I had my hand on his, but he paid no mine to it. The dark clouds formed quickly, till it began to rain.. we left the roof and made it inside. I walked towards the kitchen putting water on my burning eyes, and I stared at my reflection..

"..Forget about me.."

I suck at writing angst goodbye see you later

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~mbaird422

Me looking through this chapter for bad mistakes:

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W  R  I  T  I  N  G  ?

RECAP!!

Dust tells the story of his old master.. his owner had a very bad case of depression even though he was kind and still held a smile for everyone. Oneday when the owner came back he mysteriously said that he loved 'Noxa' (Dust's old name) and Noxa promised that he would 'never look back' but didn't know he promised to forget the owner, because the owner will commit suicide that night. Dust found the master still alive but he was trying to kill himself, saying that he is tired of smiling. The death of the owner triggered Dust to remember that he is not a bitty and is from another universe.

'The death of someone you loved'