He left you in the dirt questioning everything you thought you knew. Only to show up years later thinking things will be the same.
But you're married
HE'S married!!!
Then why do you allow yourself to fall back into the rabbit hole known only as Ju...
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My face raw as I sat in the car, I began to think of what to do. I feel like such an idiot! Jin was always so quick to dispel all the tabloid rumours about him skipping out on me, now I know why.
But then again, I could be completely overreacting, maybe it was all innocent and he was just simply being friendly. With his head resting on her tits.
Scoffing at the thought I decide to do something I shouldn't, something dangerous. But I need to know, I need to know exactly what I feel for Jungkook. Before I make any drastic decisions about my marriage. With all the fantasies that keep running through my head, my mind is completely clouded with lust. I need to know if it's just the idea of him that I like. Or if it's because my love for him in fact, never went away.
Nervously tapping his contact on my phone, I sit in my driveway waiting as the ringtone vibrates through my ear, actually wanting him to answer this time.
"Hello?"
"Hi Kook." I breathed out, relieved that he answered. "I was just wondering what you were up to right now."
"Not much, just hanging out at home. Are you okay?"
"Not really." I stifle a sob, covering my mouth to drown out the sound. "But it's fine, if you're at home I won't bother you, it's fine honestly."
"Well it's obviously not fine Y/N, I can tell you're crying. Why don't you come over? Kelly is out at work if that's what you're worried about."
"Are you sure?" I sniffle, fresh tears running down my face brought on by his kindness.
"Angel, you know I'll always be there when you need me. I'll text you my address."
Sighing as I end the call it instantly pings with a text notification from him telling me his home address. I know I'm playing with fire here. but I need to know.
Pulling up outside the apartment building I check myself in the mirror, wiping my face trying to look somewhat normal before stepping out of the car.
After he buzzed me into the building I spent the entire elevator ride thinking I should change my mind. But before I knew it the doors were open, revealing Jungkook leaning on the doorframe of his apartment smiling fondly at me.
Letting out a deep breath as I step out I walk towards him, his arms instantly opening to embrace me. Holding onto him it felt comforting, like a friend would instead of a lover.
"What has made you so upset, angel?" He asks me as he rubs his hands up and down my back.
"I just had a bad day." I tell him, avoiding the truth.
If I'm here to test my feelings towards him I need to do it with him being none the wiser about Jin. If he was to know about today I know he would spend the entire day trying to convince me that I'm delusional, and that's not what I need to hear right now.
