UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

27.HIS STRANGE BEHAVIOUR

I was so scared to face his anger not because like I was literally afraid of him but because he looked so handsome in anger that I actually feared that my heart will fall all over him again.
I saw him leaning against the bonnet smoking. Now I'm getting frustrated with habit of his as I saw the empty packet beside him. How many cigarettes did he smoked in just five minutes? I was actually tensed for him now? I need to do something I can't see him destroying his life.
The moment he saw me he threw the packet and cigarette.
Sid(smirking): Great timings 20 sec still left for 5 minutes. I'm impressed
Sana: Kya pagalpan laga rakha hai Sidharth?
Sid(innocently): What did I do baby?
Sana: Stop it Sidharth, after the way you behaved with Rachit you still have the audacity to ask what did you did?
Sid: Why are you getting hyper yaar Shehnaaz, he was trying on you can't you see?
Sana: So what?
Sid: Excuse me he is trying on you and you want me to sit quietly and let him succeed in what he wants to?
Sana:Oh yes u have a serious ego issue in loosing right, how have I forgot that?

I know Sidharth you didn't meant it that way but this is the only way left to let out your frustrations. I know you could do anything in this anger par abhi it is necessary.
He yanked me towards himself with anger in his eyes. It was paining but I can't show him that.

Sana: What the hell Sidharth!
Sid: Just shut up Shehnaaz, khud ko sun bhi rahi ho tum kya bakwaas laga rakhi hai, I did all that because of my ego have you fucking lost it.
Sana: Toh kyun haan Sidharth why did you talked to him in that tone?
Sid: Because he was actually wanting to spend time with you dammit.
Sana: Toh? Have I asked you to stop him? Nhi na, u don't have that right over my life toh phir kyu? Dost hai voh mera and you have no rights to stop him if he wants to spend time with me.

I know I stepped over the line, I may have hurt him but I'm right after what he did he doesn't have any right on my life even though my heart still belongs to him, I don't want him in my life now but his anger is only the way he will accept way is he behaving like this with himself, why is he drinking and smoking a lot?

Sid: Sana....
Sana: Kya hua bura laga, have the guts to listen to the truth Mr. Arora
Sid: Stop it Shehnaaz.
Sana: Kyun haan why should I, did you stopped when I asked you to, Rachit was asking me Sidharth not you so there was no point to get angry ?
Sid: I did it for you sweetheart
Sana: I didn't asked for it. Then why?
Sid: Because the way he was looking at you was enough for my blood to boil. He has feelings for you Sana.
Sana: What if I want to reciprocate those feelings?
Sid: Shehnaaz......

He said this so angrily, I felt he would just kill me with his angry eyes only. Did I actually stepped overboard but how does it matter when he doesn't love me? I have no feelings for Rachit or anyone else but even if I had then it should not matter him as whatever was between us was destroyed by his own hands so why does he still gets possessive?

Sana: Sid...dharth .......
Sid: Chup raho thodi der, don't you dare say anything now. I have no idea what will I do if you speak something baseless again.
Sana: Kyun ....

Before I spoke something else he punched his hand on the glass of the car window making it break into pieces. Is he mad apne aap ko kaun harm karta hai? I flinched back in fear because I'm afraid of his anger now as this time it's self destructing.

Sana: pagal ho gye ho kya Sidharth dimaag satak gaya hai kya? Subha wali chot toh theek hone dete at least. Kyun kar rahe ho aisa?
Sid: y did you said that?
Sana: I'm fed up Sidharth why are you behaving like this?

I caressed his hand and pricked out the glass pieces that pierced his hand while feeling the pain he must be going through but when I saw him, he was smiling like he has won the biggest achievement by this.

Sana: Chalo we need to get this dressed it will infect otherwise.
Sid: no need theek ho jayega.
Sana: Kya Haan robot ho, Bhagwan ho , ho kya tum, khoon ruk nhi raha , haath kat gaya hai but all you could say is hospital nhi jaana theek ho jayega, I'm getting irritated Sidharth please don't test my patience right now, I am warning you not now.