UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

43. HEART-BREAK💔

Sid: I'm sorry meri jaan I really am....
Sana: Har baar hota hai baba ye
Sid(sighed) : I know.....

I looked at him with a mix of emotions, mujhe na bahut gussa aa raha tha uske upar uss waqt but uski aankhen gussa hone hi nhi deti,they always tell me that something was wrong, he has again thought something stupid in his mind but I better know not to make him more angry.

Tu sab samajhti thi na Shehnaaz, he asked as if in a trance of what he read.
Shayad, I replied.
Tu usdin tension main thi na? He asked something stupid again.
Wasn't it obvious? I said in anger.
It was, bahut zor se maara tha tune mujhe, he joked sensing situation going in a serious mode.
Tune kaam maar khaane wala kiya tha, I replied giggling remembering that these were the same words we said that day.

Sid: Chal aa baith kar baat karenge.

He said pulling me towards his car when I stopped him.
Sid: Kya hua?
Sana: Thak gyi hoon main Sidharth....
Sid: Kya matlab.
Sana: Ahnn, kuch nhi chal yahi baith te hai kafi sundar jagah hai.
Sid: Haina mujhe bhi kafi sahi lagti hai.

I didn't answered this as I was really tired not just by what happened today but by his behavior in this year.

Sana: Sidharth dekh mujhe na aaj ghuma kar baat nhi karni hai.
Sid: Kya bol rahi hai sweetheart, Tu kabse ghuma kar baat karne lagi, kya ho gaya?
Sana: Tu jaanta hai Sidharth and please aaj main manne wali nhi hoon.
Sid(winking): Woh toh main mana lunga baby.
Sana(sternly) : Sidharth....

Sid: samajh gaya baby serious reheneka hai abhi.
Sana: Sidharth yaar...
Sid: Mazaak tha baby chal aa baith toh sahi pehle .

He pulled me to sit with him and wrapped his arms around me. I felt my heart calming down from all the stress I felt in this night but this relief was shortliving as I saw the empty packets of ciagrette lying next to the place we sat and also not to forget his slosshed voice not much but pretty enough for me to know that he had drunk.

Sana: Kitni phunki aaj?
Sid: What?
Sana: Sidharth enough now itna innocent hai nhi tu so it's better pehle sahi se jawaab de.
Sid(sighed) : 2 ....
Sana: Sirf 2?
Sid: Haan......2 packets.....
Sana: Baat mat kar tu mujhse..... Get lost.......

I said in anger but I didn't made any move to get out of his hold.

Sid: Baby.....
Sana:....
Sid: Sweetheart......
Sana: .......
Sid: Shehnaaz dekh na meri taraf ek baar.....

This time his voice held some kind of insecurity in it so I looked at him and true to what I felt he was searching for warmth and I realized that it was something that was disturbing his heart this time because he never behaved like this on pretty obvious topics and maybe I was included again in that fight.

Sana: Kya ho gaya Sidharth?
Sid: I don't know aaj control nhi hua Shehnaaz bahut koshish ki yaar, yahan tak aaya taki aaram mil sake, sukoon chaiye tha but nhi hua mujhse isliye ki yaar smoking.

Sana: Harmful hai baba varna main kyun rokti tumhe?
Sid: Pta hai sweetheart but nhi hua na control.

Sana: You are drunk too?
Sid: Maybe not.
Sana: Don't lie atleast.
Sid: nhi baby jhoot kyun bolunga I tried drinking and I have honestly had one or maybe two shots but then I remembered my promise to not drink until I have you so I didn't.
Sana: Promise toh todha hai tumne Sidharth ek ya do....
Sid: Arey technically nhi tum kahan thi mere saath abhi?