UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

11.IS FORGETTING HIM POSSIBLE ?

I'm standing at the balcony of my room thinking about all those turns of events that took place today when a voice breaks me out of my thoughts.
K: Shehnaaz what are u doing here in banglore?
Sana: I'm here to submit my documents.
K: For?
Sana: Job in Vogue Fashion House.
K: This is such a big opportunity Sana, I remember this was your dream once. I'm so happy for you.
Sana: Thank you Krish.

There was an ackward silence between us and it was filling me up with more and more guilt so I decided to break it.
Sana: Listen Krish....
K: I'm listening Sana.
Sana: Would you have left again if Dad didn't stopped you?
K: Sana Did you wanted me to stay?
Sana: This is not the answer to my question Krish.
K: But maybe this is my way of answering your question. You even today matters the most for me Sana and.....
Sana: I'm sorry.
K: Shut up Sana. Ek aur baar sorry nikala na apne muh se toh I swear aaj ke baad kabhi vapis....
Before he could say anything, I stopped him
Sana: Nahi bolti but don't you even dare to leave all of us again.
K: It wasn't my wish Sana.
Sana: I know but I can't change the past Krish. Plz just try to....
K: chup Sana, main tujhe bahut pehle hi maaf kar chuka hoon, Jab maine Apne aap ko teri jagah rakh kar dekha tab realise hua ki tum galat nhi thi par tumhari baatein chubh rahi thi yaar, vaapis kaise aata.
Sana mujhe nhi pta ki main voh din kabhi bhool paunga ya nhi par itna pta hai tu aaj bhi utni hi zaroori hai jitni tab thi.
Sana: Jaanti hoon hmare beech main jo hua sahi nhi tha par ab hum pehle jaise nhi ho sakte Krish, main tumhe deserve nhi karti tum bahut ache bhai ho aur shayad usse ache bete ho par agar aaj.....

FLASHBACK...
Krish: It's ok Shehnaaz tum mujhe doshi samajhti ho to kar bhi kya sakte hai aaj ke baad phir se kabhi bhi apni shakal nhi dikhaunga.
D: Ruko bacha tumne khud bola tum dono bache the par ab nhi Ho na, Sana maine tumhe nhi bola ab tak kuch kyunki main chahta tha you sort your issues yourself but the way this situation is going I'm sure you both will never solve it yourself. Krish tum abhi hamare saath chalo shaam tak vapis chale jaana chahe toh.
K: uncle par main kaise?
D: Tum sirf Sana ke bhai ya dost nhi the beta, mere bete ho tum aur humesha rahoge toh plz agar tumne kabhi mujhe uncle se zyaada kuch maana hai toh maan jao beta, mujhe nhi pata ki tumhare beech main kya baat hui thi par I know that has broken down both of u and that requires a proper closure bacha, Sana I am not asking you about your past or the issue that's troubling u but that was surely not the issue with him. I want you both to solve your issues bacha.
I was still shocked that I met Krish this way but what shocked me more was Dad's way of understanding. How was he so confident that my pain was not related to Krish but was something more of that.
Sana: Dad.
D: I'm your father Sana. I'm giving you space does not means that I don't know you, bhai kya hota hai main jaanta hoon bacha, itne saal we were giving you space, we didn't asked you anything so now common beta it is hard time you clear this issue.
Sana: I'm sorry Dad that I troubled you but trust me it wasn't my intention ever.
D:It is not about troubling me or your mom bacha.... Anyways hum ye sab baat baad main karenge first you both should solve your issues and remember Krish that u r my son too.
K: I know tabhi toh I was in touch with u. I'm grateful that you didn't tell this to Sana.
This was another shocker for me but before I could ask anything dad gestured to come and sit I the car.
End of flashback
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Sana: Krish could I ask u something?
K: Kya sach main itni nafrat karne lagi ho tum mujhse ya sach main tum mujhe jaanti nhi ho Sana?
Sana: Kyun soch rahe ho aisa?
K: Kabse zaroorat padne lagi tumhe Sanu mujhe kuch puchne se pehle.
Sana: Tum sahi main Dad and Mom ke touch main the.
K: Nhi sirf Uncle ke. I wasn't in touch with your Mom Sana. I'm not that strong that I stay in touch with both of them and then too ignore you. U r really blessed to have them in your life Sana, he never forced me to talk about our fight although he had a idea that we aren't in touch with each other. That day I felt I lost everyone that is related to you, even Uncle and Aunty but I was so wrong. He never judged me Sanu, I stayed strong just because of him Sanu otherwise that day doesn't go from my mind.
Sana: Sab meri galti thi Krish, everything was my fault.