UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

16.SPECIAL MEMORIES....

After having coffee we were sitting in the garden in front of cafeteria.
Sana: How r your parents Sidharth?
Sid: All well.
Sana: It was so nice to be at that place Sidharth. I experienced a different kind of piece and happiness there.
Sid: I know. I always try to go there on this day.
Sana: Should I ask you something Sidharth?
Sid: Tumhe puchne ki zaroorat nhi hai sweetheart.
Sana: Y don't you tell your parents where u are on this day?
Sid: I can't Sana..... I can't.
His voice has so much pain like he is trying to hide something again.
Sana: I don't know Sidharth what are u hiding but I just want to say u are doing the same thing with your parents that they did with your grandparents.
Sid: wth yaar Sana.
Sana: Gussa hone se kya hoga Sidharth. I am actually trying to explain that please don't ignore your parents they will actually feel what your grandparents felt.
Sid: Sana please don't yaar......
Sana: As u wish I should leave. Thanks for the coffee.
Sid: Not again yaar, Ab kon gussa kar raha hai?
Sana: Tum.
Sid: Acha ok I will think about it but please baby stop being angry I can't see u ignoring me.
Sana: I'm not ignoring you Sidharth it's just......I should leave plz.
Sid: Chali jaana baby but Pehle close your eyes
Sana: Kyun?
Sid: Karo toh baba.
I sighed and closed my eyes sometimes it's too difficult to even understand him. I suddenly felt something on my hands and when I looked at it I was so happy.
Sana: This is so sweet of u Sidharth. Thank you so much.
Sid: Pasand aaya?
Sana: Obviously. I also thought the same to do it with this cutting of newspaper but how did you managed it so fast.
Sid: I knew it. When I saw your photo and that article in newspaper today morning, I decided to get it framed and gift it to you. I know what your achievements in academics means to you. Bas school aate waqt friend ke shop par jaakar dekar aaya and abhi just before I met you I collected it.
Sana: Thank you I can't even explain what this means to me.
Sid: Common yaar Sana friend hoon itna toh I can do. So gussa khatam?
Sana: Koi kaise rahega tujhse gussa Sidharth. Vaise ab toh busy hoge tum?
Sid: Hnn.... Kis cheez main.
Sana:+2 hai na obviously Studies main.
Sid: Nhi baby tumhari tarah sirf padh thodi sakta hoon, I love enjoying my life.
Sana: I too enjoy my life yaar, pubs main jaana, parties karna, har waqt ghumna life enjoy karna nhi hota yaar.
Sid: Iss topic par kabhi aur lad lena late nhi ho raha tumhe ab?
Sana: Ho raha hai. Chalo.

This frame still means the same to me Sidharth. I don't know why can't I get rid of your gifts and memories when all you did was breaking my trust to an extend that I hate trusting others now, I hate enjoying my life, I hate making friends now Sidharth. Why Sidharth Why???
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M: Sana bacha its almost a month now that krish has told you about Shanaya. Everything is in hands of God baby u are just a medium and if u still feel responsible for something then try to mend it Sana, aise dukhi rehkar u will not be able to do anything instead it will just affect you mentally.
Sana: I know Mom but nhi hota yaar kya karoon? I always thought that she is happy but she is not Mom. She gets scared to even remember anything about us mom how do you think I could mend it.
M: Beta with time everything gets right. Aur if they are suffering you too are not happy. I know u pretended to be happy in front of us but I know you weren't.
Sana: Mom I'm seriously happy. Plz is topic par mujhko discussion nhi chaiye.
M: Kab tak jhooth bologi Sana, u can't just always run away beta. Face your problems Sana, face your fears. Problems will never leave you until you face them bravely. Baaki you are quite grown up I can't force you. Think about this bacha.
D: Your Mom is right Sana. In these years u were happy just while studying bacha, I'm not saying ki padhna achi baat nhi hai but life ko nhi jeena bahut galat hai bacha. Face your fears Sana if u don't want to share it with us don't we will never force u but then stop pretending. It hurts when u pretends to be happy but actually u r not.
Sana: Dad listen...
D: Nhi Sana not today.