UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

13.SOME MOMENTS FOR A LIFETIME

I was so tired but I needed to read my diary, I know for a reason that it may make me weak but it is the only way I can get out of my old memories, forgetting them are not possible but I can surely move on. My parents, friends all of them has suffered so much but not more, I need to fix everything now, I can't ignore anyone now.

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I met Krish the very next day in school oblivious to the fact that yesterday so much has happened. I was glad that he doesn't now anything but my mind was warning me to inform it to him before he finds it from somewhere else. I decided to tell him when the right time comes not when everything is so messed up between the two. I still wanna figure it out what has actually happened between them that he has told me to stay away from Sidharth as he never ever interfere in my decision to make friends although I make very limited of them.
Everything was going so perfectly for a few weeks now, bond between me and Sidharth has became stronger over time, I still want to know why does krish asks me to stay away from him when he behaves so nicely with me. Over these weeks I came to know that Sidharth used to enjoy his life a lot , a fun loving person, sometimes flirty but I was really enjoying his company, no tension on his face but his eyes still doesn't support him. I feel there is so much hidden in him that he should share with someone.

We have our final exams in next few days so today Shanaya and Krish has decided a night out at my place last one before exams. We were enjoying a lot till the time my mom came for calling us downstairs.
M: Krish Ghar se call aaya tha beta.
K: Mujhe toh nhi aaya sab theek hai na.
M: Sab theek hai bus your parents are going out for a few days, some business problems so u have to stay here with us for a weak at least.
Shanaya: So this is a good news Aunty itna worried kyun the, we will enjoy here right?
M: Beta they may take a few more days too and then u guys have your exams how will you manage bacha.
K: No problem Aunty I will manage aur aap tension Matlo main ghar jaata hoon. I will come tomorrow with my bags.
M: Sure bacha aaram se jaana.
Sana: Chal Shanaya now we need to study.
Shanaya: Kya yaar....
Sana: Plz chal kal ghoomne chalenge bas.
Shanaya: Pakka?
Sana: Hmm.

Some days were as usual so boring but now the exams are coming too close. I had no time to think about Sidharth but there was a feeling of emptiness I was feeling. Krish was still staying with us. Shanaya had to throw all the tantrums while studying but that's what unique about us that being all different we all were one, we could do anything for the other's happiness.

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I wish things to be the same between us. I know I'm being greedy but these years I have just wasted being all alone, just living but not enjoying. I don't know why have you denied me to meet Shanaya but I have a feeling if I meet her once then may be she will be the happiest to see me. I didn't wanted to neglect her but I was so busy with my own pain that I didn't realised that she needs attention too. I just hope she is fine

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It was my last exam and I was so happy as all my exams have gone too good. I'm pretty sure that I will top my class again. I came out of exam room when Krish came towards me and informed that his parents are back so he is going to his home And well Shanaya is with her newly formed friends she made during exams enjoying herself. So I was all alone to come back. When I was going towards my home I suddenly thought that it's almost a month I last saw Sidharth, was he all right? Suddenly a bike stopped in front of me. I was so scared but thank God it didn't harm me.
Sana: Excuse me, don't you have manners to drive, and wth who applies breaks so suddenly without even any horn. Aankhon ke saath saath have u lost your ears too, tumse baat kar rahi hoon.
I was cursing that person for his carelessness when suddenly he held my wrist and pulled me towards himself. This touch was giving me familiar vibes. Was this Sidharth?
I struggled to get out of his hold but it grew more stronger with my efforts.
Sana: See whoever you are just leave me or else....
The person removed his helmet from his other hand and my heart started beating so fast. He was actually Sidharth looking so cool in this formal black leather jacket, I was so lost in looking at his face when he came more closer too me and whispered
Sid: Or else....
Sana: Hnn
I was so lost that I failed to register what was he asking.
Sid (shouting): Or else what will you do Ms.Gupta.
Sana: What do u get in disturbing me Sidharth?
Sid: This was not what I asked.
Sana: But it was what I wanted to ask.
He loosened his grip on my hand for a while and I pushed him to get away but he almost lost his balance by the sudden force but thank god he got hold of his bike otherwise he would have fallen down.
Sana: See this is what I could do.
Sid: pagal ho gyi ho kya gir jaata main.
Sana: toh jo tumne kiya abhi thodi der pehle accident ho jata mera.
Sid: Hua toh nhi na.
Sana: Ho sakta tha na.
Sid: kabhi nhi.
Sana: what?
Sid: mere rehte kabhi nhi Sana.
Sana: u r promising a lot Mr.Arora but aise kon break marta hai yaar.
Sid: I'm not promising what I can't do. Rahi breaks ki baat toh I just wanted to irritate you hurt nhi karne wala tha. Now common jaldi chalo kitni baate karni hoti hai tumhe.
Sana: main kahin nhi jaa rahi tumhare saath, I have to go home mom wait kar rahi hongi mera.
Sid: Yaar chal na Sana please, dekh exams bhi khatam ho gaye, your friends are busy too, toh ghar par kuch nhi hai tumhare paas, school ka bhi break hai till results so let's go somewhere tomorrow please.
Sana: Arey par main nhi aa sakti, tum apne kisibhi friend ke saath chale jao why me?
Sid: kyunki it's my wish. Tumhe kahin le kar jaana hai, chalo yaar nhi toh batao problem kya hai?
Sana: Sidharth listen maine kisiko bhi inform nhi kiya, main nhi aa sakti tumhare saath.
Sid: So what's the problem I'm anyways dropping you to your house, tell your parents as we have to go tomorrow only.
Sana: Are u mad. Nhi Jaana mujhe kahi.
Sid: I didn't wanted to do this but if u r stubborn I'm more than you. So this is my second wish that you spend your day with me.
I was thinking what was he saying when it striked me that he won that stupid challenge in the library. Not again I have to listen to him because of that challenge but now there's no way out.
Sana: kya hai yaar Sidharth u always do this. Fine, Now get aside ghar jaana hai late ho gaya already.
Sid: can we go to a park near your home, let's talk for sometime itne dino se baat nhi ki, now please iske liye mana mat karna just half hour then I will drop you myself.
Sana: Fine chalo.