UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ✔️

50. WILL DAD AGREE?

Sana: Sidharth ye....

I didn't had words to say anything.... I don't know how do I need to react to it.... Am I surprised? well yes.... Am I happy? more than happy actually but for now I'm shocked..... I never thought he could do something like this..... I meant at a point even when I asked him he declined and after what ever happened I didn't expected this..... How can he love me so much?

I felt him standing behind me engulfing me in his protective arms that I missed all these years.

Sid: Tu phir rone lagi Shehnaaz.... Competition chal raha hai kya?
Sana: Tu itna emotional kar dega toh yeh toh hoga hi na.
Sid: Acha baba shaant ho mujhse nhi dekha jaa raha tujhe itna rote hue, bura lagta hai mujhe ki har baar teri aankhon main aason meri vajah se hote hai Shehnaaz... Maybe I should have not let you see this.
Sana: You are insane Sidharth...... Khushi ke aansun the baba....
Sid: Still tears are tears....
Sana: Pta hai mujhe nhi laga tha ki tu aisa I mean.. Maine sapne dekh na bhi band kar diya tha.... Reason kyunki khud ko koi umeed nhi dena chahti thi and shayad voh nightmares ne kabhi koi sapne dekhna ka mauka hi nhi diya....

He tightened his hold around me when I spoke about those nightmares..... And I cursed myself for being so unfiltered around him.... I need to think that he is vulnerable just as me if not less.... And gone are the times that we needed to just ponder over our bad fate....
Baba was right we need to focuss on what life gave us rather than to overthink on what it took. The years we lost were only 6 but a whole life awaits us ahead....

Sana: I'm sorry Sidharth voh I didn't meant to remind you or....
Sid: I know.

Sana(trying to change the topic) : Vaise tune ye sab I mean how.....
Sid: Nice try to divert my attention but I'm fine.....
Aur haan teri khushiyon ka hissa nhi ban saka par unhe jiyaa zaroor hai maine.

Sana: Tu itna pyaar karta hai?
Sid: Shayad bata bhi na paun utna aur itne saal tu mere saath nhi thi toh kuch toh karna tha.....
Sana: Matlb tune London main rehkar ye.....
Sid: Toh baby London main tha ka matlab ye nhi tha na ki tumhari khabar rakhni band kar di thi, fark sirf itna tha ki himmat nhi hui kabhi saamne aane ki, tu khush rehti thi sab ke saamne aur ab saamne toh tha nhi ki pta chalta ki voh khushi dikhane ki hai aur mujhe laga ki..... But meri feelings toh same hi rahi na humesha.....
Sana: Tujhe laga main khush hoon...
Sid: Baby just look at those.... Usme tere saare sapne pure hote hue dekhe Maine, tera dream tha na ki tujhe local.....

He stopped speaking but I didn't realized as whole of my focus was on those letters and things I could see there. I touched them and felt My eyes Welling up again....

Sana: Can I.... Can I read them?
Sid: Sweetheart just stop crying baba....of course you can read them tere liye hi hai, kabhi nhi socha tha tu padegi inhe ek din par sab sirf tere liye hai....

I picked up those tiny cards attached in a single thread with a big card which read Letters to my Life.....
With Shehnaaz inked at the bottom.... I picked all of them carefully fearing l might destroy them. .....
After picking them I saw my candids which once adored his wall and to my surprise the note I wrote that morning too.... I could not help but smile at his gestures.

Sana: Sidharth ye photos I get it.... But ye note kyun rakha hai?
Sid: Itne saalon baad I got something from you aise kaise phenk deta...

Sana: Kuch bhi.... Typical aashiq sound kar rahe ho abhi tum... Sirf ek note tha koi bahut badi cheez nhi thi...
Sid: Mere liye tumse related sab bada hi hai.
Sana: Verry funny.

Although it touched my heart but this was really getting awkward..... I know we love each other And everything but still there's a gap of 6 long years which we need to overcome but he suddenly left me and sat on the bed in a grumpy mood, he behaves like a child sometimes.. I sighed and kept all those letters on the side table and walked upto where he was.