Tear Stained

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Y/N POV

I groaned and lifted my head, noticing my name was being yelled from the kitchen. I looked at my watch my eyes widening. It had been two and a half hours since I sat down and bawled my eyes out. I was lucky that none of the guys came to check on me. I do not need them to see how broken I am. I softly chuckled to myself and heard a knock on the door which was already open and footsteps coming into my room. I quickly stood up, scooping up my wooden box and turned towards the shelves so I could find a home for it, not wanting to face whomever that had come into my room since I am sure my face is still red and puffy from bawling my eyes out.

"In the closet." I called out to whomever had entered my room surprised my voice was normal and not crackly.

"There you are, we were all wondering if you were hungry..." I instantly recognized the voice as Hobi's. I opened my mouth to answer when I was cut off. "IS this all you have?!" I almost turned to look at him before catching myself, instead I reached up to position my wooden box on a shelf.

"yes, it is. I donated, left behind or sold pretty much everything that would not fit in my suitcase." I said with a forced chuckle.

I wandered over to the clothes that were hanging up and carefully kept my face turned away from Hobi as I inspected the clothes I had again. "I am starting to get hungry and could definitely eat in an hour or so. I still haven't fully recovered from yesterday's chaos." I stated sliding one of the hangers over to look at the front of the shirt.

*Hobi's POV"

I watched Y/N carefully. Something seemed off and I could not quite place what it was. I was growing slightly frustrated that you would not turn fully to me so I could see your face. I frowned and looked at how empty the closet was.

"I will let the guys know you are hungry, also we need to take you shopping for clothes and anything else you need to make you feel like this is your home." I said watching her warily, since she still had not turned to look at me.

"I would love that. Thank you Hobi." She spoke. I felt a smile tug at my lips and would have been happier if it did not seem like she was trying to avoid looking at me. Not liking it one bit, I moved closer to her. "Look at me Y/N." Putting my hand on her shoulder and I felt her tense up.

"Please don't..." she whispered out as she dropped her head to look at the floor.

"Y/N" I said gently, before slowly making her turn towards me so I could put my hand under her chin tilting her head up and feeling my heart break a bit at the redness and puffiness around her eyes.

"Why were you crying? Please tell me or is there someone else that you are more comfortable with that you would want to talk to?" I asked her, while gently pulling her into my chest and hugging her tightly.

Realizing I was putting a lot of pressure on her, I pulled back and quickly blurted out, "Though, if you aren't ready to talk about whatever it is, please know you don't have to say anything now. Just know that all of us care and want you to be happy, so please know we would all listen and not judge you at all."

"I cannot even imagine some of things you have been through, but please know that we are here for you no matter what." I continued as I held her at arm's length, my hands on her shoulders staring into her eyes that widened before tears started to fall down her cheeks.

I pulled her back into my arms rocking us side to side, she cried into my chest for a couple minutes before pushing gently against my chest to get some space between her and me.

"Sorry," she mumbled out, while she wiped her tears away.

"It's okay sweetie." I said as I reached over and helped her wipe her tears away.

"Thank you Hobi, but I am not ready right now, maybe tomorrow?" She said but it sounded like it was almost like she was questioning herself.

"Take your time." I said to her before switching topics back to the reason he had come in.

"We are going to order for food, uh most likely Korean food. Is there anything you would like?" I asked. I watched her duck her head a little like she was embarrassed or something. I felt my eyebrow arch up amused by the sudden shyness.

"Um... would it be alright if we ordered a few different dishes so I could try a bit of everything?" She asked shyly as she fidgeted with the bottom of the shirt she was wearing.

I almost cooed at how cute she was being now. "Of course, sweetie." I said before turning to leave and report back to the guys.

"Y/N... I am going to tell the guys that your closet is very empty, and if I know them at all, they will most likely run down here to see for themselves." I warned her before walking out of the closet.

"Guys... Y/N very adorably just asked if we could order a bunch of different types of items so that she could try a bit of everything." I announced to the group before continuing on, "Oh and she barely owns anything when it comes to clothing or even regular items that I remember my sister always seemed to have with her." I decided to not mention you crying and figured I would wait for you to be ready to discuss it.

Jin raised his hand to make everyone stop moving, 5 had jumped up and were about to start moving down the hallway to see for themselves on whether what I said was true. Jin began speaking as he also stood, "I doubt she has had the opportunity to experience Korean food, so would it be overboard to order one of everything?" Everyone laughed while shaking their heads.

"Don't go overboard. Let's just order double of our favorites and if there are leftovers, we are good to go for other meals during the week." Namjoon answered, thus allowing the Maknae line to break away and haul ass down the hallway.

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