All I Have

Chapter 32~

Finally, the day of Hyunjin and Felix being a couple for 3 months came.

Felix had to work a short shift at work, informing his boyfriend over text.

Hyunjinnie ♡♡♡♡

Hey love, i will be working
from 12 to 2:45 in the
afternoon today~

Alright, have fun at
work ♡♡

What should we
do today?

Why? Do we have a date today?
Jisung wanted to play
video games with me
Read 11:32 a.m.

Felix felt his heart drop. Did Hyunjin forget about their special day?

He got ready for work while thinking about a response to send back to Hyunjin, not knowing the other was just playing a trick on him.

Eventually, he just decided not to make a scene and maybe ask Hyunjin later if he could join them for the games so he could at least have a bit of time with his boyfriend, even if it wasnt the way he would have wished.

Hyunjin checked the time.
2 p.m.
He had already gotten the flowers at the little flower shop and was now heading to Felix' house with a bag full of decorations and candy.

Felix had never told him his address but Hyunjin saw it stamped on the inside of Felix' English books so he was careful to remember it.

Hyunjin frowned as the bus dropped him off at the bus station, seeing in what condition this part of Seoul was.

The streets and houses were all looking dirty and old.

Using his phone, he navigated to Felix' address, gulping once he arrived.

He felt uncomfortable here and was really nervous, as he had never seen Felix' mother before either.

He pressed the door bell and nervously shifted from leg to the other while looking around in the shady alleyway.

Finally, the door opened.

The woman who opened didn't say anything, her hair was falling into her face and she had a bottle of beer in her hand.

Hyunjin was taken a bit aback. Despite that, he smiled and bowed to the woman.

"Hello, ma'am. I am Felix' friend and i was wondering if you would let me in so i can wait for h..", he stopped talking as the woman just turned around and went inside the house again, leaving the door open for Hyunjin to come in.

Hyunjin hesitated for a moment before stepping in, almost tripping over the load of empty soju bottles by the door.

He frowned as he saw the apartement.

Stuff was laying everywhere, the wallpaper slowly peeling from the living room wall. The table was overflowing with pilled up, used dishes.

Hyunjin suddenly felt like he knew very little about his boyfriend's life and his past.

"His room is there", the woman managed to articulate in between hick ups, pointing to a door down the hallway.

Hyunjin nodded and slowly walked towards the room, clenching the bouqet of flowers he was carrying.

Taking a deep breath before pushing down the door handle to open the door, Hyunjin stepped into the small room, closing the door before turning around to start decorating for their special occasion.

Hyunjins blood froze in his body once he turned around.

Out of shock, he dropped the bag and flowers he was carrying.

The entire room was plastered with photos of him.

He stepped closer to the wall, looking at the photos. Hundreds. Thousands?

There was him, walking in the city, him shopping, photos of his room, of him sleeping, even of him in the school's gym shower.

Tears started rising into the shocked boy's eyes, who started feeling a deep fear creep up on him.

On the nightstand of Felix' bed he noticed something that made him shiver.

A bunch of blonde hair. It was his hair.

The bed was messy and unmade but Hyunjin didn't miss to see a pair of his underwear there.

It was the checkered boxershorts he wore on the night they first got intimate with each other.

Hyunjin couldn't keep his tears back anymore. He was trying to process what he was seeing.

Everything pointed to his boyfriend being insane, a stalker, a psycho.

In a clear moment of mind, Hyunjin pulled out his phone and took a few photos of the room.

He didn't know what Felix was capable of and he wanted to make sure he had proof before the other could deny anything.

Once he was done, he sank down to the floor, crying.

Suddenly, the door opened and Felix came in.

And he froze too.

He was completely still, standing in the door, seeing Hyunjin on the floor.

His perfect world crumbled.

"Hyunjin, i can expl-"

The blonde boy shot up from the floor, wiping his tears as he got up.

"You can explain? First explain to me who you even ARE, Lee Felix.", he spat.

Felix took a step towards Hyunjin, holding his hand out to reach and calm the boy down.

Hyunjin lost his control. He slapped Felix' hand away forcefully, stepping back to increase the distance in between them.

"DO NOT DARE TOUCH ME, YOU PSYCHO."

Felix shrugged together at his boyfriend's hysterical screaming.

He couldn't even respond, as Hyunjin already pushed past him, picking up the flowers from the floor just to turn around and throw them at Felix with all his strenght.

Hyunjin ran out of the appartement, tears flooding out of his eyes and down his hot cheeks.

Felix was left behind in his room, breaking down onto the floor where the flower petals laid, broken.

He couldn't stop crying until it was already dark outside.