Them With An MC Who Has Anxiety - HC

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Disclaimer: I am in no way claiming to be an expert on the ins and outs of anxiety. I do not know much and am going by what I experience myself and what is on google

Yukimura Sanada 

-- You've been dating Yukimura for a couple of months now but you have yet to tell him that you suffer from anxiety and that it has been ongoing since you were very young

-- You want to tell him but you are scared to as you don't know if he will understand with the limited knowledge that the Sengoku period has

-- It all came on so fast when you were eating in a restaurant with him. You thought it would be safe here, but you thought wrong. Some rowdy men came in through the door and you were already feeling anxious but it was set in stone when they accidently knocked you as they passed

-- Your hands were shaking and you were still and looking down to the floor. Yukimura noticed something was wrong

-- "What's wrong, Y/n?" Yukimura asked softly but you couldn't move to look at his face or answer him as your body was currently locked in battle and your mind was spinning wild with all sorts of thoughts 

-- You had to get out of the restaurant but how, you couldn't move no matter how hard you tried, you were permanently glued to the sit

-- Yukimura was starting to become worried now but he was clueless as to what you were going through but he knew he needed to find a way to talk to you in private. "Y/n?, do you want to leave?" he asked worriedly

-- By some miracle you managed to meekly nod your head slightly but there was barely any movement that Yukimura nearly missed it. He got up and paid for the meal and then came back and took your hand and led you out the door

-- As soon as you stepped out the building, you breathed out heavily. You hadn't even realized that you were holding your breath the entire time. Yukimura looked back at you but then continued to lead you passed a couple buildings and found a secluded area for you both to talk

-- "You okay?" he questioned gently. Being completely honest Yukimura did not understand what was wrong with you and was completely lost

-- You found your voice. "Yeah, I'm fine" You fake smiled trying to hide your real thoughts and feelings but there was no way Yukimura was going to lose to them

-- "Dummy, I know you aren't okay, so please tell me what's wrong" He was practically begging but he'd never admit it. He wrapped his arms around you and laid his chin comfortably and safely on the top of your head

-- You sighed. You thought you definitely had to tell him now as he had witnessed everything. "It's just, when those men came in it triggered my anxiety" you admitted embarrassingly

-- "Ann-zai-ee-tea?, What's that?" he asked confused. He didn't know what that word meant but he knew he should comfort you in some way so he tightened his hug and placed a kiss on your forehead. "It's okay, Y/n"

-- You explained to him what it was and what things you suffered with. He promised you that he would become more aware and help you cope 


Sasuke Sarutobi 

-- The sun was high in the sky and it was a beautiful day so you and Sasuke decided to go on a walk through town

-- You didn't think about how many people would be out in the streets enjoying the sun as you only thought about how excited and happy you were to go on a walk with him

-- You guys reached a particularly crowded part of town but when you saw the large amount of people you would have to push past and walk through you froze in your tracks and started to panic internally

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