Countdown, SemiShira

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8th of May 

Tendo really got me to make a fucking birthday party. I didn't want one and here I was, expecting 7 people. But Semi would come so it would be fine, I guess. He wasn't as annoying as the rest and was always good to talk to. Maybe we would just go to my room and talk like we often did when we hung out with this group. Sadly, I never, or at least most of the time, remembered what happened. Maybe our friendship started back then when we did it for the first time. I wish I could remember that day.

"Hello Shiraboo", Semi greeted me. I hated this nickname but I can't get the other to stop so I just accepted it. It wasn't that bad anyway.

After a while of chatting, we separated into small groups and ate and drank something. Tomorrow was Sundayso it would be fine if I'd get a hangover. 

We were already half-drunk, when Semi pulled me into my room, "Let's go Shirababe". I somehow blushed. Weird. I just went with it, it was normal for us after all. 

After we arrived, we talked about random stuff. It was fun until Semi somehow got serious, "Shirabu. A bit more than one month ago we installed those apps". What did he mean? "So?" I replied. "Do you regret it?" he asked. I didn't. Why should I? It was a harmless app after all, right? "I simply don't care", I truly responded. "I do", Semi said, sighing. Did he really believe in this bullshit? "Why?" I asked. It wasn't true after all, right? "I'm scared it is true haha. I know it isn't but what would happen if it was true after all?" he said. I had those thoughts as well but I just pushed them into the very back corner of my head. "It probably isn't, just calm down", I answered. I didn't know if I talked to Semi or myself. 

After that, we talked about something different until I passed out. At least that's what I think happened. 

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