I'm a man... right? 🌥

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TW: accidental deadnaming dysphoria attack

Type:angst with some comfort/fluff at the end

Characters:
Tommy
Wilbur
Tubbo
Small mentions of others

Summary: Tommy is steaming and gets a dono, his friends agree with the dono, and it sent Tommy into a small panic.

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Tommy POV

He was just having a chill stream, answering questions asked in either Donations or in the chat. He was on call with Wilbur and Tubbo.

A certain Dono came up.

User101
'Hey! You obviously aren't a man, and apparently you aren't a child, so you must be a girl'

'Haha, no, i am a man, not a Child, and definitely not a female User101'
He laughed. Although the dono did make him feel slightly dysphoric, he pushed it off.
It wasn't their fault, they didn't know he was trans

'No no Tommy, they have a point' Wilbur said with a small laugh

'Oh! Chat what would his female name be!' Tubbo added with a small snort

'Uhm. Please don't' Tommy said, letting out a shaky laugh

The majority of chat was saying Clementine, which was incorrect, but a dono had said the correct one. Tommy wrapped his arms around his chest, but not enough to spark to much concern
Worry was in his eyes, but he was still forcing out a laugh

User617
'Hey, what if it was Amelia (I don't know, I just felt like putting this one- I may change it when editing) '

'O-Okay chat we are ending here!'
He said, his voice slightly shaking, which he mentally cursed at himself for.

He ended stream and tried to leave the call straight away, not know he just turned his camera on.

He crawled over to a corner, armed wrapped around his chest tightly.
Tears were violently flowing down his now red cheeks. He was visibly shaking as he sat. His arms moved to his hair and he began to tug at it roughly.
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Wills POV
The call was silent as they watched the boy go into such a state of panic.

Wilbur thought about what could have happened for the kid to go into such a state of panic.

He remembered he didn't live to far away from him, although it wasn't close either, being around a half hour (this isn't correct, it's just for the story)

'Tubbo I'm going over there, I'll tell you what happens when I get back, or when I calm him down' Wilbur said, and left the call.

He grabbed his keys and walked out of the office and to his car.

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Time skip
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He got out of the car and made his way to the door and knocked.

A tired motherinnit answered the door

'Hello' she said

'Uhm yeah, can I see Tommy? I kinda need to talk to him about something and my phone is dead' he lied about the last part, but it was believable.

'Alright, but call me if anything is needed, okay will?'

'Will do miss' he smiled and made his way towards Tommy's room.

He entered he room, to see a less panicked Tommy sitting in a corner.

Tommy was startled when Wilbur entered.

'Hey Toms..' he said

'U-uhm why are you here' he asked softly.

'You never left the call Tommy, you tutendem the camera on'

Tommy went wide eyed and cursed at himself under his breath.

'Uhm... sorry about that'

'It's fine, Tommy. But what was it all about?'

Tommy stayed silent

'Tommy.. what happened' he said softly, kneeling in front of the boy

'Dysphoria' he whispered.

It took a moment for him to realise what it meant, but when he did, he felt so incredibly guilty

He hugged the boy tightly

'I am so so SO sorry Tommy, I didn't realise!'

Tommy hugged back, but softer then how the older was hugging him.

'The call is still up' Tommy said into Wills ear

'Oh'

He got up carefully and went over to the PC

'Hey Tubbo' he said when he got the headphones on

'That was adorable, but what did you do?'
'Oh. Us and chat kind of gave Tommy a dysphoria attack'

Tubbo's face was one of pure horror and guilt

'Tell him I'm sorry! I didn't know, he never told me!' He said quickly

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Word count:703

Once again, I am not proud of this- ihm- by the way, I am not trans, so if you want me to take this down, I will with no hesitation.

-Aphid-

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