꧁𝙵𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝙱𝚊𝚍 𝙼𝚊𝚗꧂ A Tommyinnit One-shots book

The map that leads to you 🌧

TW: yelling,

Reason for specific song: I wanted angst? So why not go to one of the songs I used to cry myself to sleep to? (Now it's sharpener but we don't talk about that-) and I thought it suits, with all the trauma Tommy has gone through.

Summary: Tommy is talking to/ talking about two of the people he trusted the most, yet now feels in-easy and unsafe with

Setting:In a car, then anywhere in the dream SMP you want-

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'I miss the taste of a sweeter life"

The strawberry blond spoke, the night sky clouded, only the brightest stars shone through, but they were incredibly faint, so they might as well not be there.

'I miss the conversation"

'I'm searching for a song tonight"

'I'm changing all the stations"

He turned to his now revived older brother

'I like to think that we had it all"

'We drew a map to a better place"

'But on that road, I took a fall"

It was very obvious he was talking about L'manburg. And the 'fall' was very obviously his obsession with discs

'Oh brother, why did you run away"

Tears were streaming down his face now

'I was there for you in your darkest times" Wilbur protested

'I was there for you in your darkest nights!" The blonde was yelling now.

'But I wonder where were you?! When I was at my worst down on my knees!' Tears were streaming out of both their eyes, Tommy was mad, and just letting all of the bottled up trauma out, even if he knows it will still haunt him, and Wilbur was surprised by the sudden outburst.

'And you said you had my back, but I wonder where you you, when all the roads you took lead back to me?"He had quieted down now

'Now I'm following the map that leads to you" his gaze returning back to the sky.

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'I hear your voice when I sleep at night"
He said, talking about yet another brunette, this one with small horns.

'Hard to resist temptation"
He smiled sadly

'Cause something strange has come over me
Now, I can't get over you
No, I just can't get over you"

'I was there for you in your darkest times, I was there for you in your darkest night last, but in wonder"

'WHERE WERE YOU, WHEN I WAS AT MY WORST DOWN ON MY KNEES?!" He screamed, tears freely flowing down his face

'WHEN YOU SAID YOU HAD MY BACK BUT I WONDER WHERE YOU? WHEN ALL THE ROADS YOU TOOK LEAD BACK TO ME?"

'So I'm following the map that leads to you" he said, once again calm, as he looked down to the compass in his hands.

'The map that leads to you"

He let out a series of pain filled sobs.

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Uh- this is shit- sorry- it is 2 am for me- can't blame me-
BUT! Thank you all so much for 1k reads! It means the world to me!

-Aphid-