Oikage one-shots!

Dead Oikawa x Kageyama

TW: Mentions of Suicide. This is a very touchy subject to some so please skip this if it'll make you uncomfortable.

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Aah
aah

Tobio walked in the school halls silently, ignoring the stares of pity casted his way from students and teachers. Putting it his earbuds he breathed out a shaky breath.

The games you played were never fun

Opening his locker Tobio felt tears fill up in his eyes. Staring at the photo he had taken of him and his boyfriend, Toōru. They were sat in a sunflower field, Toōru's eyes were sparkling and his lips were on Tobio's cheek. They were happy...

You'd say you'd stay but then you'd run
Aah

Slamming his locker shut startling the people next to him, Tobio walked off wiping the tears that were threatening to fall harshly.

Giving you what you're begging for
Giving you what you say I need
I don't want any settled scores
I just want you to set me free
Giving you what you're begging for
Giving you what you say I need, say I need

Slamming a stall door shut and locking it, Tobio sobbed loudly. Sinking to the ground his tears fell rapidly staining his shirt, jeans, and face.

I'm not afraid anymore
What makes you sure you're all I need? (I need)
Forget about it
When you walk out the door and leave me torn
You're teaching me to live without it
Bored,

"I love you Tobio!!" The words rang through his earbuds. Tooru had recorded several tapes of just talking to Tobio. And here the boy sat... sobbing.. and listening to his boyfriends voice before the incident.

I'm so bored,

"Why!? Why did you do it!!" He yelled at the ceiling. "Why!... N-No letter nothing?! Why!?" He repeated that same word over and over again, banging his fist against the stone wall of the stall. "Why?.."

I'm so bored, so bored

Wiping his tears Tobio unlocked the stall, and walked out heading to class... the class where him and Toōru had met.

I'm home alone, you're God-knows-where

Sitting in his bed Tobio went through the pictures, Toōru's favorite song 'Eve' by Kat cunning played on his record player. Glancing at the empty spot next to him Tobio felt a lump get caught in his throat, tears spilling over once again.

I hope you don't think that shit's fair
Aah

"We should get a cat." "Hah? Why?" "Because! When I'm at work you're alone! And then you can name Oikawa!" Tobio laughed at his boyfriend nodding. "Tomorrow then?" Toōru nodded slowly, forcing a smile. "Tomorrow."

Giving you all you want and more
Giving you every piece of me
I don't want love I can't afford
I just want you to love for free
Can't you see that I'm getting bored?
Giving you every piece of me, piece of me

"God I'm so stupid... how did I not notice your pain?" Tobio muttered, running his fingers over the collar he and Toōru had made that day. He never did get that cat..

I'm not afraid anymore
What makes you sure you're all I need?
Forget about it
When you walk out the door and leave me torn
You're teaching me to live without it
Bored,

Tobio's eyes widen as he stared at the lifeless body of his boyfriend. "T-Toōru?" He mumbled rushing to his side

I'm so bored,

"Toōru! Wake up please!! Toōru please!!" He cried.

I'm so bored, so bored

Throwing the collar into the ocean he watched as its red collared morphed into a darker one, slowly sinking to the oceans floor.

Giving you what you're begging for
Giving you what you say I need
I don't want any settled scores
I just want you to set me free
Giving you what you're begging for
Giving you what you say I need, say I need

Walking away Tobio sniffed. "Love you too.."

I'm not afraid anymore
What makes you sure you're all I need?
Forget about it
And when you walk out the door and leave me torn
You're teaching me to live without it

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Hey! So the song doesn't go with the storyline but it's from a show called "13 reasons why" which I have started watching, and it's about a teen who has committed suicide and leaves tapes behind for the people who have caused her suicide.

That is all for this chapter, stay safe you guys
I love you all!

Bye!~

-The author/ whatever you wanna call me

Song: Bored (slowed + reverb)

Artist: Billie Eilish

Video credits: Brittany Angel