Little Things (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 43

Harry’s POV

I just stood at the spot that Taylor told me to wait for her. I didn’t have any feelings for her so what so ever, but I felt a bit guilty that she was getting a massive amount of hate. Lydia was getting the same amount but she didn’t even dare check her twitter at all.

To be quite honest I was miserable right now….I wasn’t going to get my new years kiss from the girl I love…but from the girl that I don’t have any feelings for at all.

It is breaking my heart to think of Lydia being alone..on New Years eve…knowing that sadly our lips wont be connected at all…it also made me feel like total utter shit that I didn’t tell her that I was planned to give Taylor a New Years kiss..

I should of told her..

Why didn’t I?

I take out my phone to start dialing her number on the keypad since I knew it by heart now, but then someone waved and called for me. Turned around to see Taylor being the one calling for me, she quickly approached me but still trying to put on a show.

“Look the ball drops in 3 minutes ok?” she informed me, I nodded a little bit in the pit of misery in me.

She grabbed my chin by surprise and gave me some kind of concerned look on her face, she pointed my face into the sight of hers

“Ok. Listen. Alright? You did this to me! It’s your fault! You should have never fucked around with me in the first place in March!  Then you wouldn’t have to be worrying about that..Her” she said through her teeth low enough for me to only hear.

She had no right to talk about Lydia in that way, no fucking right at all or reason. I admit...I was a bastard for breaking Taylors heart and doing the same with the other women I fucked around with..But surprisingly I feel a strange feeling that Taylor still has a little bit of feelings left for me.

“NO.” I roared to her startling her at first as she gave me a worried shocked look in her eyes to tell me to keep my voice level down. I exhaled out deeply trying to let it all out right now to her.

“You! Look. Don’t control me like I’m so kind of damn dog you got me? Your getting this bloody kiss and that’s all you will ever get out of me after this do you hear me?” I hissed at her, the words came out as harsh as nails scraping against a class room board.

She gave me a frightened look and she nodded in defeat.

I heard the clock already counting down behind us as we both looked up.

“Now get into your acting mode” she clenched through her teeth to my ear. Her voice was really starting annoy the bleeding hell out of me!

As the clock reached to New Years Taylor grabbed my shirt collar and forced me into the supposedly “Haylor” kiss. I let her take the lead of kissing since well…she couldn’t kiss even her life depended on it.

While she kept her numb feeling chapped lips on mines, I looked around to see all the other people kissing their beloved.

They weren’t in misery like I was..they were actually kissing the right person that they loved..

As we reached the hotel, I check my phone to see that I had over 204 missed calls 48 text messages and 7 voice mails…but none of them were from Lydia at all.

LouBear: HAVE YOU FUCKING LOST IT!? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE NOW HARRY!?! WHY WOULD YOU KISS TAYLOR!?

 

LouBear: you ditch us just so you can keep that whore happy?

 

 

LouBear: Lydia saw it…I think you’re done

 

That last message immediately sent tears choking out of me, I felt as if I was being strangled by a unknown force around my neck.

“Harry? What’s wrong?” Taylor asked a little taken back by my outburst. I look at her with fury and rage.

“Taylor! Get it through your head! I don’t want you anymore!” I practically screamed at her. She stepped back and tried to hush me as people begun to place their eyes on us.

“No! just get far away from me. Lose my number. Don’t EVER contact me, any of the boys, or..Lydia” my voice almost cracked just saying her name.

I ran far away as I could from Taylor and ran to my hotel room to pack up all of my belongings.

I know I really screwed up this time..and I might not get a second chance at all………….

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I hope you like it and ok...Don't ask me if I saw the Haylor vid because I DIDN'T AND I DO NOT WANT TO! it will make me depressed and I know it will too!! -_____-

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I'll post the next chapter tomorrow but till then i'm going to Target c: oh yeah i'm going MacBarbie07 on ye! :DD haha oh god I just love Target c:

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Yes. I do. my father owns a small studio that he bought for me when I was 7 and I have been vocal coached for like 3 years. 

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