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I don't really know what to do anymore recently it's just been so hard the thing is I live with my 18 year old boyfriend vinnie i love him alot but some times I feel like he doesn't loves me back. But it's just the way he shows it sometimes he acts like he hates me or acts like he loves me but I am so confused these days it hurts me a lot.
I cleaning up the bedroom I hear the front door open he's home he enters the room taking off his work clothes into comfy clothes I smile at him "how was the photo shoot ?" I ask walking towards him to rub his shoulders he tensed up .
"y/n can leave me alone for a bit I need to do work sorry" I slowly take my hands off his shoulders and sigh to go downstairs. I just don't understand what is going on with vinnie these days is it because of work I just shake my head.
Flash back
I was cooking vinnies favourite dinner because I know he will enjoy it some much he comes home from work I didn't hear him I felt a pair of hands snake around my waist "hey giggles what are you cooking there" he kisses my cheek I blush
"your favourite" I smile serving up a plate for him "here" I pass him it "thank you beautiful" he kisses my forehead. We both sit and eat dinner at the table "it's delicious babe" he moans "thank you" I smirk "I love you y/n" he replies
End of flashback
I just wish it could be those days again I haven't heard him say those 3words in ages tears fall out of my eyes i quickly wipe them away. I remembered I needed to do the laundry I went back upstairs to get the any dirty clothes I remembered how vinnie threw his shirt. I picked it up and I was about to put it in the basket and saw lipstick smudge on it my heart increased this must be mistake maybe it was a.. I was honestly speechless this wasn't the first time.
Flash back
It was a cleaning day I was cleaning me and vinnies bedroom I was tidying under the bed and my hand fumbled with something with a lacey material I picked it up it was definitely not my underwear well I don't think so .....
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He couldn't be cheating right my throat went dry I could a lump on the back of throat forming tears started prickling down my eyes i wiped them away no that's impossible right just breath in and out. I finally calmed myself down and texted Cynthia about what I found she seemed shocked and surprised. I went to down stairs to cook dinner for us i hear vinnie approaching me slowly my heart quicken
"hey what you making there beautiful? " he kisses my neck my frown formed into smile "dinner" I say "can't wait to eat it" he slaps my butt which makes my jump and gasp "vinnie " I shake my head "you know you liked it babe" he walks away I immediately blushed.
This is what I mean he talks to me says nice things and all that but sometimes he tells me to leave him alone and all that I am so confused. I finally finished cooking dinner "it's ready babe" I shout no reply what the hell I sit on the table alone maybe he's doing work let me go check I pick up his plate to find him on his computer typing I put his plate down near the computer his eyes were still glued to the screen he didn't even say thanks i just walked away disappointed.
It got to night time and I was putting my pj's on I went into our bedroom i slept alone all night i don't where vinnie slept. Morning The next morning I was at work I have couple work friends there who I chat to one, one of them is called "nai" she is really kind and nice I was talking about the whole situation she was acting like a better friend then cynthia was in this situation
"honestly girl today you go ask him why he is acting like this giving you mixed messages" she bites on her nails "I should because I am so confused" I reply "okay tell me how it goes alright" he gives me hug and a kiss on the cheek. Going home I stood up tall and confidently opened the front door "I can do this" I say smiling I head up stairs to hear some noises
"he's probably masburating like usual" i roll my eyes i open the office door "vinnie we need to tal-" my eyes widened to image right in front of my me, my heart ached, my throat started forming a lump on the back of it. It was vinnie naked girl on his bed having sex not any girl it was cynthia they quickly covered each other my best friend someone who was meant to be my best friend I turned around to go into our bedroom and pack bags
"no y/n, don't leave" vinnie got off bed chasing after me i ignored him tears falling out of my eyes and got a suitcase and started packing "no y/n-" I cut him off "NO VINNIE fuck off you don't even love me anymore U HAVEN'T SAID THOSE 3 WORDS IN 5 MONTHS AND YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH MY BEST FRIEND" I shout at him his eyes widen and I stand up with the suitcase and "cynthia DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN BITCH" I shout at her
I slam the front door and sit on the front door step sobs coming out of my mouth why am I so stupid it was obvious the pants the lipstick on the shirt I called nai to come pick me up I hear a honk it was her i got into the car
"what happend?" she asked confused "he cheated on me with cynthia" I say sadly crying again she immediately hugs me
" he's a dick head and so is she cynthis fucking slag"she hugs me tightly "let's go to mine" I just nod "nai I am so stupid first with the pants and lipstick on the shirt I feel like a idiot"she holds my hand "your not a idiot you trusted him so much and he broke It"she hugs me
