A bunch of x reader one shots

First Kiss With Kaz Brekker Headcanon

A/n: This is a filler to not leave you with nothing!

- So you guys have been in a relationship for some time now

- Working on his trauma was hard but it was worth it

- Technically you guys were together but you just didn't announce to anyone

- But the Crows knew

- They would always share tiny smiles with each when you guys touched briefly or had those intimate moments that didn't need physical touch

- They would just look at each other and be like 'our ship is flying ya'll!'

- Back to the kiss

- You guys have actually had a few pecks here and there that were caused from jealousy, chaos, and fear

- Ya'll just weren't ready so they just weren't right... And panic attacks commence

- So reminder you guys have been together for a few years now

- You guys were in Jesper and Wylan's mansion

- You and the Crows had been were visiting before and just decided to stay over for tonight

- And in your own little separate room

- And you were going to go sleep somewhere else

- Maybe the couch you didn't sleep great without Kaz's or at least presence and there was no couch in there just a bed

- And he grabs your arm

- And you freeze momentarily because he doesn't have gloves on and you honestly thought that he was kinda exhausted and done for today

- Apparently not

- So you slowly turn around to face him

- And he has this look in his eyes

- You just what to melt right on the spot when you see them

- Because it has this pleading look in them, love, and some desperation

- How could you say no?

- "Are you okay?"

- By anyone else this would look like a simple question but in reality it was 'what do you need, I'll be there was for ect.'

- And he just takes a step closer to you and takes in a breath

- He's trying to find the words to use and he's struggling a bit and honestly it looks kinda cute

- Finally he's says: "Can we try to kiss?"

- And your just blown away because you didn't think he would want this, or even be able to try and you were okay with that

- Speechless you just nod your head

- And he takes another step closer

- And he shakily places a his hands on your shoulders

- And he leans in a bit and you look him right in the eyes and his breath hitches

- "Are you sure?" It's more of are you ready and please don't do anything if your uncomfortable I won't be mad

- Damn you and Kaz with your basically mind reading

- And you never got an answer to that question

- Because he just kiss's you

- It's really light at first but then he deepens it and his fall to your waist (somehow)

- And your hands hesitantly go around his neck

- And he tastes like metal, blood, sugar (don't ask), the clear blue sky, and HOLY CRAP!!!

- Your kissing!

- And when you finally pull away he rests his forehead on your and yes!

- He does kinda separate your bodies though so their not touching as much

- BUT STILL!

- And the poor boy has tears in his eyes and he just buries his face into your neck

- And you pull away and your like did we go to far?!

- But he just says he never thought he would do anything like that with anyone! 😭🥺

- So you guys decided none sleeping together

- but you ask him if you can sleep on the floor

- And you find some blankets and pillows quietly

- The next morning the Crows go to wake you too up

- But your already up sitting on the window sill with the window open

- Hands linked

- Shoulders touching a bit

- So they just leave you

-kk123huff