𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐱, 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? 🔞

12 | escape

ㅡ Jungkook's POV ㅡ

《You have to be bossier with her, she likes it.》

I cross my arms across my chest. 《As dominant as Jimin is?》

《No, more engaging, caught up in the situation.》

《I'll never be like him, I'm not like that.》 I reply seriously.

《I know, but you have to be firm, confident and sensual.》 Hwasa says these words emphatically, she believes them.

The waitress brings our drinks, we thank her and as she leaves we continue the conversation.

《So she will understand, she needs actions.》

《I've always tried ...》 maybe I've tried too hard.

《You are right. Look, she's like when she was left by Yoongi now, she's apathetic, she doesn't want anything serious.》

Thoughtful, I look at the wooden table, tapping my fingers on the surface.

《You also worked hard to bring Jimin and Chaerin together. Why do you try so hard for me too?》

She smiles looking down.

《In the case of Jimin and Chaerin, the two of them are very similar, she could do him good and vice versa, they complemented each other.》

Hearing her say these words hurts me, why does she think that and she still wants to help me?

《But you two, in my opinion, you don't need to complete each other, you are already two complete humans. You two as a couple enrich each other.》

A huge smile appears on my lips, I feel a joy expanding inside me. Is this what she thinks?

Hwasa looks and smiles at me fondly.

《You are in love and I see it. She's scared, more than before, she's convinced that now people just want to fuck and use her, so she does it before the others can.》

《Yes ... I've already come to that conclusion.》

《She's tried it with you before, hasn't she?》 She approaches whispering.
《I mean, did she try to have sex with you?》

She asks me with a certain unease in her tone, I don't know if it's because of the demure words she used or if she is simply embarrassed.

I don't know Hwasa that well yet.

《Yes, and I made her understand that sex is not what I want.》

《She didn't believe you, did she?》

I move my head in denial.
She didn't give me an actual answer that night I confessed to her that I was a virgin. What could she tell me after all?
"Yes, I will be your girlfriend because you are a virgin?"

I understand her fear of her, she needs time to recover and try to trust people.

《I would never hurt her, I'd rather tear my tongue out.》

Hwasa smiles at me. 《I know, which is why I trust you.》

She takes a sip of her black coffee.

《You know, it's since her father died that I have been protecting her and staying close to her. I just want her to be happy, but there's always something going against her.》

She explains to her with a sad and thoughtful air. Come to think of it, they've been friends for a long time.

《I don't know how she handled those situations, first with Yoongi, then Jimin ... by the way, what happened to him? We've lost contact.》 I ask.