it is 2:25 am in the avengers compound,I have been a avenger for 18 months now and it's been good everyone is so nice and funny,I should be really happy in this environment since what I've been through but I haven't had enough energy to do anything and that's because I have insomnia.So here I am laying in my bed tossing and turning for the 100th time just to rest my eyes after what feels like forever I finally had enough and made my way down to the kitchen I'm turning on the oven when I hear someone clearing their throat.I spin around with a knife behind my back just in case it's not a welcomed person,once I set my eyes on this shadow my eyes finally adjust to the person and there was Natasha Romanoff, I let out a relieved sigh. "You can drop that knife if you want,you know" the red headed women said. I quickly dropped the knife "sorry I-I umm just thought If it was someone else" my eyes didn't leave the floor as normally I would wear some concealer to cover the eye bags, "so why are you up this late?"She said breaking the awkward silence. "Couldn't I ask the same question Romanoff?" after that comment I turned to take out the food I put in the oven.
"Y/N I'm being serious,you always seem tired and in movies you hum to yourself which is a sign someone is tired yet you never seem to sleep,so what's really going on?" I gave a small smile thinking how much she observed me throughout these months. "It's nothing I just have been getting trouble getting to sleep for a couple of weeks"I could tell she knew I was lying through my teeth. "And why's that,do you get bad dreams?" God why does she have to ask so much stuff,I tap the kitchen counter trying to think of what to say as I don't want her worrying about me.I lose myself in my thoughts but got pulled back in by a voice "you don't have to lie you know,I care about you so why don't you tell me". I moved to the couch and I could feel her presence following me when I slouched in the couch I let out a big sigh knowing I'm not getting out of this. "Okay if you really want the truth,I haven't got any sleep since what I can remember.every time I do fall asleep I just live a nightmare over and over again in my head,I'm just so tired" my voice cracks at the end whilst tears threaten to leave my eyes, I finally look up to see Nats reaction,she only gave me a warm smile and got up and lifts me to my room. "Nat what are you doing" she only puts me down on my bed and holds me,I tense up and first then I settle into her touch I finally feel safe to fall asleep.My eyes were falling down as she continues to draw little patterns on my upper arm soothing me to sleep,I move my head onto her chest after a good 5 minutes I feel a movement.Before Natasha left I grab onto her hand "please stay" I mumble into the sheets half asleep.the last thing I heard was "of course moya lyubov".
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Thank you for reading
Sorry if it's rushed I quickly did it
Translations - moya lyubov=my love
