natasha's pov:
everyone's on this mission and i'm undercover working with the "bad mafia gang" i've been their latest member to gain their trust and secrets,all the other avengers have been doing their part to take down this gang.
I'm in one of their meetings and the leader speaks "and now my family look who we found lurking around the area this morning",i turn on my eye piece for sam to collect data and my ear piece was on for everyone to listen in,the doors open and a body gets dragged to the center of the room.
There was a trail of blood where the body has been beaten up so much i hear steve speaking to me telling me to step back a bit,i do that command and stand behind some men.
"now brothers and sisters i've got myself an avenger in our hands" with an evil laugh after those words.I froze,who could that be,i pray it wasn't my y/n,they sit the limp body up on a chair and remove the black mask.
My heart dropped as i see my girlfriend nearly being unrecognisable from where they beat her,cut her and god knows what else.I feel my eyes beginning to cry ,everyone on the comns were running through ideas to get my poor y/n out of this shit hole,Tony shouts my name over and over again and i remember i need to stay in character otherwise this mission will be over even though it's so hard to keep it together.
"i'm here tony what's up" i whisper so no one can hear, "stay in character don't intervene and open the back door when you get a chance to let steve in okay ?"he speaks to me and i reply "i copy" i whimper not wanting to,i want to kill everyone here for hurting her or even laughing,or celebrating her being beaten up.
"now to welcome are new member natalie rushman come out" the leader said in a low voice,i swallow hard and walk towards y/n i look down and see her lips all busted open and some broken bones,and that was just at a glimpse of her body.
"you my dear will be joining the leaders to kill this rat" he speaks spitting on her,i clench my fists as everyone laughs my knuckles are turning white and the leader notices "what's wrong with you woman can't you handle it"he taunts me and the crowds looks in excitement god it's making me sick,steve is shouting at me to go along with it but could i ? my love for y/n is stronger then anything,the leader cups my cheek at asks again "i just want to kill the filthy avenger" i spit out and kick her beaten body across the floor,my heart aches knowing i did that.
y/n pov:
i roll across a hard marble floor and i spit up blood i hear chants of killing some avenger,some man dressed all in black picks me up and throws me back to natasha,i can barely see anything from where my eyes have been punched i look up at my girlfriend while letting tears fall out of my eyes,i grab onto her waist and beg her to take me home,she picks me up carefully and whispers into my ear "baby i'm so so sorry,i'm going to make everyone here die slowly for doing this to you"she gently kisses my cheeky but no one could tell.
She pushes me back down onto the ground and i let out a scream of pain,i try to limp away but i get kicked in the ribs i hear every single one of them break.My screams fill the hall i was in and i went crawling to natasha to protect me.
She walks up to me and i see her crying but hiding it from them "n-natasha please s-stop fight them i'm done with this mission i'm going to die,please help me" i gasp and spit blood onto her every word i let out.
Natasha's pov:
after hearing her begs i pick her up and place her behind me,so they have to get through me to get to her, i feel y/n's hands shaking while holding onto me for life,i hear steve telling me to stop acting like this and i respond "fuck you steve i'm not letting them hurt her anymore" i spit out.
the men look at me in confusion then it all clicks for them and now they're all coming after her, "don't fuckimg touch her" i shout and take out my gun.
Before i knew it they were all dead before my eyes blood shed was everywhere,i made sure they all died slow,i ran towards y/n and see her frail body.
15 mins later
There was 20 doctors around her life less body doing everything they can to bring her back to life,i pace back and forth watching my soulmate fighting for her life, all the avengers run into the scene,tears filling there eyes.
3 days later
y/n's pov
i wake up in a hospital bed and see natasha sleeping in a chair holding my hand i scream in pain at my body stinging everywhere,she leaped up and natasha calls the doctors to check me out.
After being checked and been given pain killers natasha brings me into the bath to get all the blood off of me.
natashas pov:
i lift y/n into the bath and start washing her body with a cloth i kiss every scar on her body being very delicate with my movements "n-nat ?" she speaks dry, "yes baby" i say softly kissing her forehead "can you get in with me" she says without speaking i was sitting behind her in the tub,we were in silence but comfortable silence,her back leans against my breasts to support her " i'm so sorry sweetheart i should of stopped them from hurting you" i whisper and y/n rubs up and down my thighs "don't natalia,don't,don't feel guilty i'm alive okay?" y/n says now circling my inner, "no y/n i watch you die,i watched the only person i love die in front of my eyes all for me to stay undercover i will never forgive myself for hurting you baby" i start sobbing into her neck.
y/n's pov
i slowly turn around and groan in pain "look at me,i understand,i love you,you could never hurt me don't ever think about that" i say cupping her face and drying her tears, "i almost lost you" she sobs into my chest,no one ever saw the sensitive side of the famous black widow but i did all she ever does is care about people and feel guilty for hurting someone she loves. i kiss her lips but quickly pull back whining in pain.
natasha's pov:
"y/n shit are you okay" i speak worried wiping away my tears,i see her lips all sore so i go get the cream she got given for them "here you go and maybe try not to kiss me" i speak seriously, "oh god that's going to be torture"she rolls her eyes playfully and even in these times she still makes me laugh. "y/n never leave me" i say putting our foreheads together "never" she responds.
