i'm heading to the after party of a movie that just came out in marvel,as i step out of the car i see tons of flashing lights take over my vision and questions getting launched at me by the paparazzi, "y/n was the black widow a good kisser in the scenes" one of the women ask me shoving the microphone to my face "yes she was" i smirk and continue walking towards the entrance of the party.
The crowd of people all cheer as i enter and RDJ comes running up to me "there's my youngest super star" he speaks pulling me in for a hug "i'm not that young" i state laughing " you're 10 years younger than everyone except tom don't even" he speaks playfully and i nod laughing,i look around the room and see drunk states dancing or doing cocaine in a booth and some smoking weed, "she's not here" he whispers to me,i act dumb "who ?" i say knowing exactly who he meant. "oh y/n don't think i don't see the way you look at Scarlett every day" i go all flustered "what ? oh god no she's just nice plus she doesn't even think about me" i say feeling a bit hurt at that but it was the truth. "Only if you knew super star" he speaks handing me some alcoholic drink and walking back to the group he was with.
I found my friends that i invited back from home and sat at their table " heyyy y/n" Lilly slurs into my ear and started rubbing my thighs up and down,i laugh at her state along with everyone else "has she been doing coke" i laugh and they all nodded i hold her jaw up to look at me and her eyes are definitely different?.
after 2 hours of playing drinking games i'm finally drunk i hear people chanting Scarlett's name and here she comes walking into the party,i go to wave to her but then stop as i see some man walking up to her and flirting with her. "what's wrong ?" dan says across the table, "oh you know just Scarlett getting everyone's attention" i say drinking some more, "jealous?" Lily sits up and laughs,i roll my eyes at her but give her a little smile so she knows that i'm not actually mad.
"y/n" i hear a voice rasp and i turn my head to Scarlett standing above me "hey" i say in a grumpy tone, "mind if i sit with yous ?" she says with a small smile looking around at the group. "yess come come sit there" Lily say slowly totally out of it patting my lap, "don't sit on my lap sit there" i say moving up a bit and blushing,she sits down and mumbles quietly"thought you wouldn't mind me sitting on your lap".
"right what are we playing" she says in a cheerful tone and all my friends cheer that another person has joined the game,i explain the games to her and let her be on my team, "okay so Scarlett drink or spill,when was the last time you had sex"luke says grinning and i see how that made her uncomfortable slightly "cut it out luke" i say in a stern tone, "no no it's okay urm probably like a week ago" she says matching the energy,i hang my head a bit at her answer and she moves closer to me and leans in "are you okay" she asks worried about my reaction,i hum in a response and get asked some questions by Lily who was still high "y/n would you please do a line of coke or take me upstairs to fuck me" she smirks and i feel the pressure over come me.
Scarlett moves away from me almost in a disgusted way of what i'm going to chose,but everyone on the table was clapping and cheering. "i-urm well i don't know Lilly" i say trying to think everyone groans which adds the pressure "i'll fuck you" i say and everyone claps,all expect one i hear a scoff from scarlett and i turn my head to her and she gives me a death stare in return,i turn back to the group and just take a sniff of coke that was on table, "sorry guys i changed my mind" i speak and let them continue with the game,scarlett turns my head to look at her and i see a worried face "what the hell is wrong with you y/n y/l/n" she whisper yells while wiping away the white powder on my nose, "you looked mad at me for my first choice so i did the other one" i speak looking into her eyes that seem to be going a little bit funny, "jesus y/n have you ever done coke before" she speaks and i just nod my head and that makes a shocked expression "yeah so stop worrying" i say laughing a bit and she hits me with the napkin lightly and just storms off.
i just shake my head and turn back to my friends.
- 4 am-
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scar <33
scar- where are you
im worried ???
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"i left scarlett on read because im not in the mood to get treated like her problem" tell my friends and they all shrug "y/n go get more drinks please" luke says shuffling some cards,i stumble to the bar and asks for them to be delivered to the table, "well well y/n" i hear a familiar voice say,i turn around a see lizzie with a grin on her face "oh god i thought you were someone i am avoiding for a second" i laugh and hug her "oh no i'm not scarlett yet i do know what you've been up to" she says winking and i just laugh "oops i guess you guys finally know i'm a coke addict" i say jokingly and she playfully hits my arm.
"wanna go back to scar she is literally tearing everyone's head off searching for you" lizzie says and i just shake my head "she shouldn't worry" i say drinking some of my drink, "she cares about you y/n.." lizzie says softly and i stay silent "she's protective over you too" lizzie laughs a bit and i laugh to, "you don't say she treats me like her child when i wanted to be treated like her girlfriend" it slips out and lizzie raises her eyebrows.
"ahem" i hear behind me and i see lizzie starting to walk off "oh fuck scar i didn't mean to say that i don't know" i choke out and she just stands there awkwardly, "just take me home" i say sigh and she gets all of my stuff and goes in the car with me.
"what a night" i giggle to myself, "certainly" she grunts holding me up straight,The uber starts to drive and i text my friends explaining what's happening and why i left.
"y/n.." Scar says gently,i can't even remember what happened all i want to do is go to bed and deal with her in the morning. "nope don't try and speak to me right now,i'll deal with it tomorrow just drop me off home" i say defensively. She nods and tells that to the driver,i stumble out of the car and walk in zig zags to my front door.
I look though my hand bag trying to find my keys and i realise i've lost them,i feel so frustrated by everything right now and just punch the front door out of anger and slide down the door so i'm now sitting,leaning against the front door.
"come on darling,let me help you" Scarlett speaks lifting me up and i collapse into her arms "everything has gone so wrong tonight" i speak into her neck feeling like a failure, "i'll make your night better" she says whilst rubbing my back.
"i can't get in" i huff and turn around looking at my door that now has a dent in it from my outburst. "yeah..you left your key in the car" she giggles unlocking the door.
I sigh in relief and walk in, "okay i'll run you a bath" Scar says cleaning up my shoes i've just left on the ground,i give her a smile and feel butterflies in my stomach.
i get called up for my bath she's prepared,i crawl up the stairs from how unstable i am walking right now,she smiles at me and passes me a robe, "i hope that's at an alright temperature,i'm going to be just out there so call if you need any help" she speaks whilst walking out.
I look in the mirror and i start to get blurred vision,i step back and just try and focus on getting in the bath,i take off my pants and now getting off this dress,i grunt as it's not coming off,after 10 minutes i finally call out for scar.
"Scarlett" i shout and she comes rushing in, "please help me get this off" i pant,she comes up behind me and tries to unzip it,finally on her fifth attempt it slides off,and i just stand naked infront of her,she looks me up and down and raises her eyebrow smirking "hot" she speaks and i realised i'm naked infront of her,i go to grab the robe but something doesn't feel good.
"scarlett i-i think i'm going to throw up" I turn to look at her and before i knew it sick was all over her.
i keep apologising whilst throwing up now in the tolite now,instead of her being angry she just kneels down and rubs my back, "looks like you'll have to join me in the bath" i say grinning "oh if that's what you really want" she whispers and takes off her clothes.
End of part 1
