I've been apart of avengers for 2 weeks now and I've been doing pretty good so far but today I am going for my first run since I've been an avenger,I don't do work outs I just have fire powers I don't see the need to do all the over stuff but Steve Rogers has already signed me up to work out 3 times a day for an hour,I'm just not good at that stuff.
5:30 am-
My alarm is ringing,I groan and roll over to turn it off.*I'll be up in 5 minutes* I quickly told myself
6:30 am -
*KNOCK KNOCK* "go away it's a Saturday" I mumble and hid my head back in my pillow. " Y/N YOU BETTER OPEN THIS DOOR,YOUR AN HOUR LATE!" The familiar voice rang through the walls *SHIT SHIT NATASHA,THE RUN, god how could I forget* I jump up and open the door,I rub my eyes so they can adjust to the light in the hallway "H-hey Nat" my voice hung croaky from waking up, "you're late,and you might want to pull down your shirt" she said and moved her eyes away from me so I can see what she meant. Fuck my pants was on show *god please kill me* I thought. I cleared my throat so she can put her eyes back on me. Her eyes looked and me up and down like I'm prey "god we are already late,do you mind if I come in so I can get out your clothes as you will probably FORGET" she emphasised on the last part.I step aside looking at her move to my wardrobe grabbing out sports leggings and a sports top she threw them into my arms, " where do you keep your underwear" she says. My cheeks heat up and I quickly answer "bottom left drawer" she nods and throws me a pair of socks,pants and a bra, I dash to the bathroom and get changed,I brush my teeth and put my hair up.
7:00 am -
Me and Natasha walk outside "so umm... what are we doing?" I ask attempting to lighten the tension as she is definitely annoyed I made her late. "We will be running for an hour around the field then be going on a light jog for another hour around the woods,understood?" I gulp knowing that I won't last 5 minutes. "Do you have your water ?" she ask looking into my eyes,she is really intimidating I hold it up she nods at my actions and she starts to run laps.I soon follow the red head around the pitch
7:20 am-
"Fuck this" I say in between pants, she turns around and raises her eyebrow and my behaviour "anything wrong Y/N" she asks with no sweat at all. "Yes there is actually,I've had enough it's too hot I'm going in" I let out trying to catch my breath. " you're not leaving until we have done an hour" Natasha says sternly, I'm a nice person but i hate this type of stuff,I scoff and turn around walking away until a leg sweeps me down to the ground I turn around and Natasha has straddle me to the ground "you..are...not..leaving" she says angry and my previous actions, I try to move my arms but she definitely has a hard grip on them "Nat please,im really hot and sweaty just let me go in"I plead, she shakes her head at my request "please can you just piss off!" I let out angry I didn't mean to get angry I just have a lot of anger build up inside me and take it out on other people if they don't respect my wishes,I have been diagnosed with anger issues so I guess that's something to blame my outbursts on. Natasha grabs my jaw and roughly moves it to the side she leans down to whisper "I said you are going to run,didn't I" shit she looks more pissed off then I did,I roll my eyes and said fine,after that she got up and held out her hand for me to take which I do, we set off to run again but this time I run behind her and don't say a word
8:00 am -
I collapse on the floor once I hear the alarm for us to stop,the beads of sweat flow down my face Natasha sits down next to me but not too close,I can tell no-one has ever held her in a comforting way as she gets uncomfortable near someone that's trying to touch her that doesn't mean harm, "how the fuck aren't you sweating" I say,She just chuckles and past me her water as I'm out of mine "thank you" I smile "I wouldn't thank me yet we still have our hour jog" my face drops,she definitely knows I'm not moving again unless we make a compromise "how about for 30 minutes" I say. " no an hour but you can pick where we can run to" my eyes light up as I haven't been to my hangout spot in a while,i nod and get up "okay deal but then you have to make us breakfast" she looks up from her watch "us ?" She repeats my word "I umm I thought we could hang out for the day or something" I grow awkward thinking I said something too far, " sure" she says I gave her a quick smile and did a light jog to our destination.
8:35 am-
"Here we are" I breathe out slowing down. "It's a field" Natasha asks disappointment and confused, "wrong, if we walk over there,it's a clear river and we are going in it" I said eager to go forward "nope I'm not going swimming" Natasha says and goes to turn around back in the direction we came from,my eyes light up at this opportunity and sweep my legs under hers and straggled her "yes...we...are...." I let out a laugh trying to mock her,once I was distracted by laughing she flipped me over and I let out a cough as she winded me "you don't make a good me" she smirks,she gets off me and walks over to the river " what are you doing? I thought you wanted to leave" I ask her. "Well I changed my mind" she turns around and puts out her hand for both of us to jump,I take it and jump into the river when I come back up to the surface I see a dry Natasha who is laughing her ass off,she should really smile more I thought "asshole" I mumbled I reach my hand up for her to lift me out once she grabbed my hand I pulled her in she quickly comes back up to the surface grabbing onto me "I can't swim you idiot" she screams,I laugh again but hold her waist to me "I-I can't believe The black widow is scared of water" I say dying of laughter. " please just get me out" she says closing her eyes, I grab her waist again but bring her up higher so she feel more safe "just open your eyes your okay" I say trying to get her to see how beautiful it is.She opens her eyes slowly and sighs in relief "it's not too bad I guess" I smile, I go to the edge and grab the wooden pier to get out,once we are both out we sit on the edge in silence until she speaks up "how did you find this place" she asks looking at the view "once my parents died I got taken by hydra when I finally left I came here to gain control of my powers and to let out some of my anger" I say not looking at her as I don't want her to pity me "how about you" I say,I feel her eyes look at me confused "how come you never learnt to swim" I say looking in her eyes "the place i grew up is the red room you heard of it" she whispers at the end I nod my head knowing how bad it is in there "well they never paid to get swimming lessons" she laughed out,her laughter faded as she continued "they used it as a torture technique if we messed up they would dunk our heads in water" she finished the sentence with a tear rolling down her cheek,I put my head onto her lap and she played with my hair whilst I fell asleep trying to comfort the red head.
10:00 am-
"Y/N it's time to get up"I hear Natasha's raspy voice as she caressed my cheek,I yawn and get up "let's go home" I said and we walked back this time talking about our pasts the whole way back.
10:45 am-
Once we got in we made everyone breakfast and me and Nat went into the sitting room and watched t.v I saw a different side of Nat today that I have before, a caring,loving side that not many people see.My eyes grew heavy from all the exercise I've done ,I close my eyes until I feel a warm arm pull me into their side I was going to open my eyes until I smelt the vanilla that smells like Nat "go asleep красивая" the Russian spoke in my ear.
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Thank you guys for reading
Translation ~ красивая= beautiful
Word count ~1616
