The Group Chat (Marauders AU)

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sister❤️

i know you're lying

what?
lils
i'm right next to you

so?
i don't want sunny to hear how sad you sound
she's already going through a lot rn
what's going on?

everything...
idk okay
like idk if fighting rn is worth it

explain

moody called
basically this was supposed to be a smooth process because snuffles was crucio'd
but now
it's much more complicated

why?

word got out that i'm leaving for egypt for almost two years  in the fall

but you'll be home for christmas and summer breaks so you can spend time with reggie

that's what i tried explaining to them

so what?
you can't go to egypt?

i can
but it just makes the custody process much harder
walburga is a huge thorn on my side that's starting to piss me off tbh
she's using the fact that i have a dangerous job to her advantage
that and the fact that i'm mentally unstable to take care of him due to my anxiety and whatnot
i fucking hate it
and i don't wanna tell that to them rn

you have to tell sirius, jade
he's your husband
god that still feels weird to say

if you saw how he walked out of that room
you'd understand why i haven't said anything yet
he walked out with tears streaming down his face and broken
i felt like we were 13 and at grimmuald place again
i hated it

oh bunny...
so that's why he didn't want us there

he likes to say that his mother doesn't affect him anymore
but he still has the nightmares
he still shuts down sometimes
and it's hard yk
because ik that i can't take his pain away
no matter how much i want to
i can't
because i don't know what he's been through
hearing it isn't the same as witnessing it

i know, sweetheart
i know
i can't imagine how you felt when he moved in with you and prongs

nothing prongs and i did cheered him up
at night he used to sneak into my room just so he could cry without waking up anybody else

but he seems happier now

he is

but you look depressed

i am

jade
no one said a custody battle is gonna be easy
it takes a lot out of you
but you have our support in this and we all volunteered to help you and siri
but the two of you are so fucking dense that you both think you can take the world head on and not give a fuck
james is worried about you two

reg cried
and he admitted something that shocked even me
i'm still processing it

and that is?

sunny and siri don't know okay
and it's eating me alive rn

he didn't!?

he tried to
twice
razor blades, pills
you name it
he couldn't take it anymore so he tried to end it

oh my god
my poor baby🥺
so what now?