Stefan sick/sad fics✨

no medicines

Request : Could u do one where Stefan is sick and Damon try’s to take his temperature but he hate it and is scared off it and he runs away from it. And he refuse to take his medicine??

Note : this is probably s5 when Stefan was rescued from the safe sort of a change in the way he was rescued( and silas didn't take his ring). Yeah.. Idk how to describe it just read it lol💀

Damon's pov:
He's in the quarry.. All this time.. He has been in the quarry. He has been DROWING..over and over again. He's starving.. He's in pain and.. And while I was out here being happy- fooling around with his ex- not just any ex.. ELENA- THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE.. He has been lonely, cold, scared.. Unable to breathe, unable to do anything- as soon as I found out about him being in the quarry I lost it- I was being consumed by guilt. I had called liz and was waiting for them to find Stefan. I felt my phone vibrating.. Liz.. They had found Stefan. I took two blood bags and sped to the quarry. They hadn't even opened the safe yet.. Which is practical considering stefan would probably feel the urge to rip out the officials' arteries and bleed them dry but deep down it hurts me that he's not being treated like a human.. Rather an animal- no. Worse. I quickly open the safe and the water is coming out of it and I can see a shrunken figure with pasty white skin which has a wet green t shirt stuck to it. Stefan. He has a stake embedded in his abdomen, dried blood stains all around the area. He is uncontrollably shaking. His wrists look so thin it's as if they'll snap if I touch them.. In fact his whole crouched up body does. He gasps as he receives some air and then his eyes widen and he tries to hide himself from the sun.. Sensitive because he has spent 3 months in the dark. His face resembles that of a skeleton. His eyes wide with fear and I can sense his anxiety. He starts choking and I go closer to him and he tries to scoot away as he sees me, which he hadn't until now, and it would've worked if he had enough energy but he didn't. I move him closer to me and make him sit up and help him get out all the water in his lungs, which takes longer than I expected and I see him cry as water comes out of his mouth as he coughs..his throat must me hurting- what am I talking about everything must be hurting .. Just as I think he is done as he stops coughing , I see him exhausted and he starts to collapse but I catch him. His eyes are wide open and he is trembling because today is sort of a windy day and he is drenched in water. I try to soothe him but he keeps on trying to get away, not that he can because of lack of strength .. I see him in this distressed state and quickly rip off the blood bag I brought and he tries to move away but I grab him and he starts sobbing and whimpering as he doesn't have the energy to move away and scream. He looks up at others for help. He feels like I'm going to hurt him. I remove the stake from his abdomen slowly and as it's gone he gasps and groans and is exhausted as his head falls on my chest involuntarily as he pants.. I grab his face as gently as I can but I see it hurts him.. Quickly in hopes of easing his pain I shove the blood bag in his mouth. He starts swallowing it and it's like he doesn't know who he is and he doesn't know how to do things he spills a lot of blood on his shirt because it's hard for him to swallow and the tears are still running down his face . I feel my heart break. He's still in my hold and no matter how much he tries, he can't get away so he has given up and as I bring him the second blood bag he is compliant and drinks all of it quietly, but I can see him having a hard time swallow and he whimpers in pain as I rub his back but he's shivering out of fear and cold. When he's done I see some colour return to his skin but he still doesn't look anywhere near normal. I start trying to get him up and take him home when he slips and tries to move as far away from me as he can. He is crying hard. He brings his hands together and starts begging me not to hurt him. I feel like he doesn't even realise who I am. He doesn't even feel like this is real. He's trapped in his head. "P- please n-no i- no don't hurt m-me" He begs sobbing and his voice is weak and hoarse with disuse. "Hey I'm not gonna hurt u.. Just.. Don't be scared" I say to him and his eyes widen and he finally realises this is real and I'm his brother "D-Damon..?" . I go up to him ,as I see him trying to come closer to me, and hug him while he buries his head in my chest and cries and he fists my shirt with all his strength as if he lets it go he'd wake up in the water . "Shh.. You're okay" I pick him up and carry him to our car and I try to make him sit while he refuses to let me go and sobs begging me to stay with him so I ask for Liz's help and she drives us home while Stefan falls asleep in my arms and it's now that I notice that as his wet freezing skin has dried up , he is burning up, trembling in my embrace. It's a shock for me they he hasn't turned his humanity off . He looks like a child , a sick, weak.. Dying child. He has never looked this helpless. As we reach home he still hasn't woken up . I take advantage of this and draw him a hot bath as he smelled like stagnant water. I took off his shirt and my heart clenched as i saw a partially healed wound and ribs protruding that if i tried to, i could count all of them. I was touching him gently, afraid that he'll break. I lower him into the water and he wakes up. He starts panicking.. Hard.. He pants and tries to say something but doesn't.. Or can't.. I try to calm him down while he cries for help and screams . "It's me.. Your brother.. You're safe now.. I'm here.. " I talk to him in Italian and it works as he slowly starts to get drowsy and sleepy again. His cheekbones and collarbones are too visible and he has big dark circles surrounding his eyes. I change him into something warm and lower him on the bed as I bring him medicines and a thermometer . I come back to the room and see he has his knees to his chest and is no longer laying down. He isn't crying either.. He's just.. Lost- numb.. "Hey.. Stefan you look sick let me just check your temperature.. I try to get him to open his mouth and he doesn't. He just shakes his head adamantly. After trying to convince him for several minutes I grow frustrated and give up and think about doing what we used to when we were kid. I pinch the tip of his nose trying to get him to breathe from his mouth.. he gets really scared and panics hard flailing his hands around trying to breathe as he gives up and opens his mouth and sucks in all the air he can. His eyes are red rimmed and he's crying. I quickly shove the thermometer in his mouth and remove my hands from his nose and realise that his eyes display the hurt of betrayal.. I betrayed him.. I tricked him and he no longer trusts me, at least for now.. He's scared and vulnerable and is shaking. I feel guilty for taking his temperature this way.. I slowly take the thermometer out of his mouth and it shows 103 .. It's way too high.. I try to give him the medicines but he gets away quickly.. He has little blood in his system but enough for him to run.. I run behind him but he hides somewhere and I can't find him. While trying to find him and then I start hearing screams and pleading voices from the closet.. He's hiding in there.. And is probably claustrophobic now that he spent 3 months cramped up in the dark cold safe .. I have to help him.. He sounds so scared.. He's crying and screaming for help.. I open the door and see him gasping for breath, crying and sweating profusely out of fear.

Stefan's pov :
He's going to hurt me.. He is not my brother.. He's silas.. He just looks like damon.. I have to run far.. But my legs don't seem to have the strength to carry me anymore.. I find a closet and hide inside it, closing the doors.. Just as I realise I can't breathe .. It's so dark.. So- tight I can't- I'm drowning.. I start panting.  I try to get out but I can't move "HELP?! D-Damon?!! Elena?! SOMEONE HELP?!? " I suddenly feel light headed due to the lack of oxygen.. I feel cold .. I'm drowning again.. Just then I feel the door open and I see light, then I see Damon.. I'm not sure that's him.. I really hope it's him. I hope this is real. That he saved me. He comes near me and hugs me as he runs his fingers through my hair. I'm sweating. I'm gasping for air and shaking . His body feels cold against mine. " Stefan calm down.. No one's gonna hurt you.. I'm sorry little brother- I'm- I'm so sorry..-"  I search his eyes but am not sure if this isn't silas impersonating my big brother.. It has got to be him..he won't leave me alone..he wants to kill me..he left me to starve in the water for months..i feel my vision getting clouded and tears run down my cheeks as I pray to God for this man in front of me to be my brother..damon. He holds my face gently with one hand and puts his hand on my hair with the other " va bene fratellino " He's Damon.. He's speaking italian.. He'll help me.. " Have this medicine.. It'll help you.. Don't worry.. " I gulp as I see him bring the medicine closer to me.. It's.. Liquid.. It scares me.. I start trying to get away but he holds me tightly and tries to make me drink ..i start throwing hands at him and he tries to stop me, but not violently ..  gently .. with care.. I look at his face and see worry, guilt and sadness.. He's also scared ..not scared of me..scared for me.. That does make me feel a little better but I'm still frightened of the medicine he holds ..after trying a lot to get away.. I start feeling  so tired and exhausted with it all that I give in and swallow it obediently. I have no energy left and feel myself dosing off in his embrace as he rubs circles on my back. "It's all going to be fine little brother.. I'm never going to let anything happen to you.. You're here, you're safe.. Calm down .. Sleep.. " I heard Damon say  before I fall asleep in his arms.

Author's note : lmao this is kinda longer than I intended it to be but I'm lowkey really proud of this 😳✋🏻 .. I hope y'all liked it. Sorry if the Italian is inaccurate I used google translate 😂 Also I'd complete at least one request each day :) have a nice dayyyy 💘