He never listened, not to a single thing I said. I tried to explain my anger and disappointment, but as always, JJ dismissed my feelings. I just hated the constant partying, drinking and reckless activities. He was so irresponsible, something that made me really mad. I always told him to stop with the reckless behavior but he never wanted to listen. JJ was a father, but he wasn't acting like it at all.
"I just don't understand JJ, I have told you that I'm sick of the partying. I'm tired of bailing you out of jail and driving to parties at 3 am to pick you up," I complained to my boyfriend.
"You're my girlfriend," JJ tried to explain but I rolled my eyes.
I sighed, "yeah, your girlfriend and not your babysitter JJ! I just wish you would at least try to change."
"Change what? I'm the same JJ that you fell in love with."
"That's the problem, I love you but you're a father now. You need to start acting like one."
"I wasn't planning on having Dallas, Y/N. She was just sort of a surprise!" JJ argued.
"I get that but I was the same way, I partied everyday with you but stopped. I was pregnant for 9 months, that wasn't enough time to adapt? I did it, why couldn't you?"
"I did adapt, I'm just stressed! I work 2 jobs for the 3 of us and when I get home, I want to have a few drinks. I'm sorry if that's some sort of crime now."
"I'm stressed too but a few drinks isn't getting shit face drunk every night. I hate having to put Dallas to sleep and then having to pick your dumbass up!"
"You make me feel like a child, Y/N. I'm a teenager and can do what I want!" JJ scoffed.
I sighed, "I know that but you're also a dad, I know we're young but we need to grow up fast. I'm sorry for getting pregnant so early but that's all my fault. Dallas is a blessing and wouldn't take her back for the world. So, do you not see her as worth more than getting drunk?"
"Don't make me choose between my daughter and partying!"
"It shouldn't have to be a choice JJ, you should be able to control yourself. I will get you help if you need it but you chose this life, J."
"I know that, I love Dallas with my whole heart!"
"Maybe you're just not ready for this life yet" I explained and his eyes went wide.
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"Maybe the father life isn't made for you just yet."
"No Y/N, please don't. I will get better, for you and Dallas. I love you so much, please. I know i'm not a good dad and boyfriend right now, but I will do everything in my power to make you happier."
He looked so upset, maybe this was promising. I loved JJ so much and seeing him so vulnerable hurt me.
"Okay, I trust you JJ. I appreciate you trying to change. I'm sorry for getting mad, I love you."
He wasn't perfect but he was mine. Dallas loved him so much and he loved her, that's all that mattered. JJ truly loved our little family and would do everything to keep up healthy and happy. He was such a hard worker and a perfectly imperfect boyfriend and dad.
A/N- OBX COMES OUT SO SOON SJKnswjvqabgjqbegvbqwjefbwjf!!!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF. I have to wait till after work to watch it and im gonna cry. I'm gonna see all the spoilers everywhere before I can watch it :((( I'm just really mad about it. also sorry about the rushed imagine lmao. I wanted to post before obx2 came out. theres so many scenes from season 1 that I still want to post so I will lmao. obx2 will have tons of scenes to write with but whatever, I'll write both at the same time LNWDGJOQEFNGJNQE
