CHASING YOU, LANGGA (SB19 FANFICTION)

Chapter 42

"Lovely, Langga"

Ken Suson's POV

For years and years of striving so hard to get to where we are right now finally paid of. For all of those sleepless nights, tiring practice of routines, sweats, tears, losing faith and hope.. i couldn't even imagine that my dream, our dream finally had come at my reach and i, we finally touched it..

Nangarap lang ako. Nangarap lang kaming maging kilala at maipakita sa lahat ang aming talento't galing ng isang pinoy. Nangarap akong makilala ng buong mundo pero ang mangyari ito. I don't know. We just woke up and said,

'Hey! Let's continue doing it. No one's gonna get out of the zone until a family comes in.. '

Sa dami ng pagsubok na aming nadaanan na halos gusto nalang naming sumuko ay dumating din kami sa puntong isang kanta nalang.. titigil na kami.

But God is so amazing.. because he led us to A'tin. Binigyan nya kami ng mga taong magiging dahilan para kami ay magpatuloy na lumaban para sa aming mga pangarap.

Sa bawat kanta, sa bawat music videos na aming ginagawa. Hindi lang pangarap namin ang aming dala dala kundi ang bandera ng ating bansa, maging ang puso ng mga taong walang sawang sumusuporta at ginagawa kaming inspirasyon para sila rin ay patuloy na lumalaban sa magulong mundo, nakakarinding bulong na mga negatibong salita pilit na isinisiksik sa kanilang pagkatao upang pabagalin ang pag usad ng takbo ng buhay.. para sa mga taong ginawang  pahinga ang aming musika, pampawi ng pagod at lungkot..

Nangarap lang akong sumikat, maipakita ang aking talento sa mundo na muntik ko pang sinukuan pero hindi ko inaasahan na dahil sa aking pangarap ay nabigyan ako ng mga taong magiging pamilya ko, ng mga taong mamahalin ako kahit pay hirap akong makisalamuha sa ibang tao.

This dream lead me to finding four brothers, my four soulmates, and millions of stars which i considered as my second family. My second home.. Pamilyang ulit ulitin kaming pipiliin kahit pay hindi namin pilitin..

And as we get to dominate the stage worldwide. I am happy. I am honoured. That's when i thought i got everything i want and needed. Not until I saw someone that would captivate my attention.
It happened after our free surprise performance on KCC MDZ na kahit ang manager namin ay biglang nastress dahil sa pagiging pasaway naming. It just so happen na napagkasunduan lang naming na biglang magperform ng libre the moment we have heard our song “Alab” while we were strolling at the mall.

Who would have thought na dahil sa ginawa naming iyon ay makikilala ko ang babeng kayang patibukin ang natutulog kong puso in the name of this so called thing “Love”. In which that, I was so busy chasing my dreams that I’ve got no time for that. I actually forgot about having romantic relationship because of my dream to be one of the biggest performer in the whole country and if possible, in the whole world.

Before that incident happen. I already saw her. She’s the one who celebrated her birthday party with SB19 as its theme. Actually that made me smile for unknown reason. Naiintindihan ko kung bata ang magkakaroon ng ganoong tema ng birthday party. But to know that a professional teacher have done that? Iba ee. That really hits different.

Though I didn’t mind it. She’s such a cutie. No doubt, she’s a fan. An A’tin.

And on that mall incident. I saw her before the on the surprise performance. She actually, nearly bumped into me buti nalang ay nakailag ako agad. Sinundan ko pa sya when they entered the Watsons, hindi nya ako nakita. And just as I wanted to get to close to her Josh dragged me out of that place.

In my mind, too bad. I didn’t get to know her.

Maybe next time, if fate would let us.. I didn’t even now that I am capable of believing in that. Na hindi naman ako nagkamali sa paniniwala because fate let us. On the same day.