Venti X Reader Comfort Oneshots <3

Venti X insomniac reader

A/N: Ironically, someone requested this at 6 in the morning. Lucky me, im an expert in this particular topic.

  I adjusted my pillow and finally layed down, shifting into a comfortable position.

  Then I sat up and fluffed my duvet before again, laying down, finally closing my eyes.

  My eyes.

  My eyelids fluttered while they were still closed. Why do they do that? I took a few deep breaths and turned ro face the opposite direction.

  Finally, my unnecessary discomfort came to an end. Physically. Ny mind ran in circles. Constantly looping back to the reoccurring thought from the past several days. It's been popping up in dreams and always before I try to go to bed and I just cannot block it out no matter what I do.

  I sit up and sigh. "Y/n.. I love you very much," venti groaned as he lazily flipped over to face me, "But you are really fucking testing my patience right now,"

"Sorry, my lord, ill do as you say," Iayed back down, face to face with him as he effortlessly fell back into a trance, meanwhile I had the same phrase on loop in my brain over... and over... and over again. Yknow, thats what a loop is. Self explanatory.

  I rolled over and fluffed the pillows and layed down several more times to try and find a small comfort to finally get my racing mind to shut the fuck up, but I got so frustrated with Constantly repeating myself and nothing getting better for so many days and I was so tired of it. I clenched the roots of my hair and held my breath. Im not sure why it is I do this, but its always a pattern. I shook my hands and started to breathe again, very heavily. It felt like my lungs were filling with water simply at the pure frustration of having to stay awake.

  Venti looked at me again, but didn't let out a snarkey remark this time. "Oh no, darling, what's wrong? " he said in a gentle voice as he quickly wrapped his arms around mine, holding them down so I couldn't shake them and pull my hair.

  "I'm so tired and im angry and I want to sleep. Why can't I just go to bed like any normal person?" It sounds so stupid to say it aloud.

  "Y/N, this IS normal. Everyone has their moments when they can't sleep and thats okay. We can just stay up willingly to fight it until you get so tired you fall asleep naturally, "

  "I just dont know what's wrong with me. I keep having these dreams and everytime I tey and fall asleep, I remember them again. They're carved into my brain and it's honestly so stupid that something so small could effect me as much as it did,"

  Venti giggled lightly into mu shoulder. "I'm hurt. I'm small and I still effected you. For the better, I shall hope," I leaned my head against his and smiled. He definitely effected me.

And then the thought came back spoiling the mood. I tensed up and Venti raised his head, aware of my change.

  "You're having especially bad intrusive thoughts, huh." He grabbed my hands and rubbed his thumb on my palm several times before slowly standing up and dragging me to our living room and setting me on the sofa. "There's a new show I've been meaning to watch. Im not tired and you can't sleep, so we should try it out!" Venti noticeably held back a yawn. He was lying, he isn't tired. He's just making that sacrifice to distract me.

"What did I do to deserve you, " I whispered to myself as I pulled him to the couch and buried my face into his chest.

  "I love you, Y/n," Venti mumbled as he kissed the top of my head. But I was already fast asleep for a change

A/N: I always apologize for the low quality because it's always an ungodly hour of the night, but I literally never post anything that I write during the day so I only just realised you guys have absolutely nothing to compare it to HAHAHAHS. I promise this isn't my finest work but if you like it then im glad. I didnt want to go into any specifics for the certain thought so you can personalize it with your own mental illness or smth. Yknow. Your ✨sparkle✨

Its almost 7am now though so im gonna go do whatever it is im gonna do