A Two Year Desire

Chapter Fourty Five

Mathias knight

Never In my life have I wanted a person more. She can be a feet away and I still miss her, the coconut scent filling my nostrils each time she walks by the way her brown eyes sparkle each time she talk about something she likes or found interesting the way she talks about things and never gets bored of the same old stuff. She can be a brat at times but that's what makes her unique.

Her porcelain skin and those luscious lips I crave each night I'm not with her or even when I'm with her I'm not even hungry but I do crave her. Her long pretty hands that are alway manicured and always have some type of rings to them, her longs legs glimmering each time she takes a step with those heels that might look inches tall but don't do her justice on matching my height she's still short for someone who is 5,6. Her long brown hair that looks honey like in the sun clouds my mind and those cheekbones that grow higher each time she smiles with those perky white teeth that once had braces attached to them back in the 5th grade.

She is perfect to me but it sucks that she can't see the same. She pretends to make others think she's perfect when in reality she's more insecure than the naked eye can see. I haven't wrote in my journal in years but here I am writing about the only thing that is constantly in my mind and doesn't seem to want to get out anytime soon.

She might never know I love her but someday I hope that I can tell her and I'm not too late.

Today is the last day of summer before we all go to a different colleges except for the trio of Nico, Liam and Grace. The rest of us won't be seeing each other for a while. It's crazy to think that the people I grew up with and have not had one day apart with are going to all be gone this week.

As I pull up to our old treehouse I look at them from my front window, Nico is chasing Liam with a firework while the rest are laughing at them Adelina and Grace are making smores as the brunette tries to take a bite from it she looks hesitant before taking a bite from it, I couldn't be prouder right now. Grace is covered with chocolate around her lips before liam comes and wipes it off she gives him a big smile before kissing him that's when I knew those two were meant for eachother. Nico is hugging lin with a blanket as they talk to Dylan and Max who are also covered together in a light blue blanket.

As I get out from the car cheers come all around before im wrapped around nico who has tackled me down with himself. "Where have you been man I haven't seen you in ages" I laugh as we both stand up.

"You saw me like a week ago moron" He waves me off as I go and hug Lin "That's too long to go without my best friend man" He moves his sister from me so he can hug me again "Wow geez thanks" Liam scoffs as him and grace walk to us his arm around her while she's hugging his body close.

"Shut up you tried to kill me a bunch of times and after you think your my best friend"

"I would hope so" Liam tells him in a duh tone "Well you aren't ginger" Liam gives him a fake hurt gasp in return "I will not stand for this lets go babe"

"Yeah run away" After It was like a flash of light from what happened next it was either Liam attacking Nico down with me or someone threw him to us that the last thing I saw was liam's ravious face flying straight at us in slow motion. "Dude what the actual fuck" Lin laughs trying to get us all off the floor.

"Man I think I just saw jesus" Nico stands up massaging his head "Jesus wouldn't welcome you and your grossass"

"Listen you ginger flying sqirrel call me a grossass again" Liam does a sneaky smirk before repeating it "Gross ass"