My alarm in the distance goes off, but I was never asleep. I was tossing and turning all night, trying to put together all the pieces of what the hell had happened. Yesterday was just a complete rollercoaster of emotions going from lust to anger to confusion back to lust. But no matter how hard I have tried to forget about him, I can't get his face out of my mind, his touch off of my body.
I need to have a shower before I spiral out of control. I drag myself out of my bed, getting my robe and slumping off to the bathroom.
As soon as I turn the water on, I jump into the shower, oblivious to how cold the water is on my damp skin. The feeling is comforting as my muscles relax and I start to feel human again.
By the time I was out of the cool shower, Louis was awake and dressed for school. I quickly jog into my room and fling open my wardrobe. Swiftly scanning the small amount of clothes I have, I pick out a white stringy low cut shirt, light blue loose jeans and a jumper to put on top. I paired this with my cheap black trainers and got ready to get to college.
Just as I left the house with Louis attached to my hand, my phone starts buzzing in my jeans pocket. Stumbling over my own feet, I take the phone out, checking who has messaged.
I hope you have a nice day at school x
My mother. She has no right to wish me a nice day when it's her fault all that crap happened yesterday and I won't forgive her for getting me into this huge dilemma. It's only been a month since I've been going back to school after the spring holidays, and already I feel like I've lived my ENTIRE life in only a couple of weeks. How could I have gone from being a complete loner and a miss-no-friends to be living a completely hectic life? Whatever the reason, I am not going to let my personal drama get in the way of wrecking everything I have sacrificed for college and ruining everything I have ever worked for.
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After dropping Louis off to school, I make my way to college, hoping to get through the day without any problems. My legs work quicker as I cross the main road and I reach the other side. The turbulent wind picks up as I near the school, shaking my blue jumper behind me.
As I reach the school gates, my eyes scan the area. I should be looking for Sophia and Christina but something in me knows that I am only looking for one person. And it's the same person that paid me a visit late last night. I know I have to avoid him, I know I have to stay away from him if I want to keep my life simple and calm.
As soon as my eyes meet Ferris', I quickly look away. But I can feel his presence marching towards me. Oh crap... I slowly turn around, met by Ferris' nervous face. Nervous?
'Hey...' I anxiously say.
'Listen, I wanted to say sorry for coming to your house yesterday...'
'You don't have to apologize.' I smile as the words leave my mouth. Ferris? Apologizing?
'I do though, I came without asking and-'
'Ferris.' I exclaim. 'I said it's okay.' My words come out a lot harsher than I anticipated but he doesn't seem to notice.
'Hey, can you meet me after school today?' Ferris asks, kicking leaves with his boot.
'Eer... Sure.' I hesitantly reply; I'm not sure if I want to or not.
What I do know is that I am not going to get through this day knowing that I'm going to see Ferris after school.
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To Capture a Heart ✔️
RomanceAnd then we're kissing and my fingers are running through his hair, and his heartbeat is merging with mine. And somewhere above us, the stars are burning out, there are fires coming to life at the other end of the Earth. The sky seems to be caving a...
