How The Hell Did We End Up Like This {Kellin Quinn}

Chapter 21

Rayleigh

It seemed like I didn't even blink before I was fluttering my eyes open to see the sun glaring at me through my window. I yawned and rolled over pausing when I felt something warm next to me and looked around. Band posters, half naked girl posters, blue quilt, I was in Kellin's room. And I was exposed. Damn it. I grabbed the blanket pulling it up over my shoulders feeling self conscious and sat there looking around his room to see all the things that I have seen before.

I looked to my right to see if my phone was near me and groaned inwardly when I didn't see it. I looked to my left and saw Kellin snoring lightly with his mouth opened slightly. Ray, now is not the time to stare stupid sleeping boyfriend like he's Jesus. I poked his cheek to make sure he was fully sleeping and when he didn't budge I smiled uncovering myself quickly and picking up my discarded bra on the floor along with my underwear. I didn't want to wear my dress from last night so I snuck around to Kellin's dresser opening multiple drawers until I found the teeshirts pulling out a random black one and pulling it on.

"I wonder if this is what Hugh Hefner wakes up to every morning cause damn." I heard croaked behind me. I spun around the teeshirt creating a dress effect as I did and stared at Kellin like a deer in headlights as I held onto his dresser with my hands behind me.

"You scared me." I murmured my face heating up as I took my hand and started tugging the teeshirt trying to make myself a little more decent. I didn't even see him get up and out of bed and before I knew it, he was standing in front of me with his hands on my hips tugging me closer.

"Are you okay?" He whispered in my ear pulling me into a hug.

"A little sore, but nothing sitting on a bag of ice can't fix." I joked laughing a little bit even though it was my own pain.

"You know I love you right?" He asked tucking a piece of hair behind my ear exposing my glasses-less face.

"As long as you know I love you." I whispered back lowering my head to look at my pedicured feet and leaned up quickly to kiss his cheek and pulling away.

"I'm sorry." He said stepping away looking down and picking threads from his sweatpants. I tilted my head to the side and looked at him, but he didn't look up.

"Kellin, I wanted to, don't apologize. It's fine."

"That's not what I was talking about." He said shaking his head and sitting on the end of his bed.

"Then tell me what you're apologizing for." I said walking over to him sitting next to him and putting my hand on my knee that he grabbed and intertwined our fingers together.

"For my dad last night. I wasn't expecting him to be here. Like ever." He said shaking his head. I sighed and grabbed his chin turning his head to look into his eyes, which somehow I noticed remorse hidden in them.

"How many times do I have to say that it's perfectly okay? Are you ever going to believe me?" I asked softly searching his eyes for some type of answer, but the remorse was still there. I strained my lips into a straight line and breathed deeply through my nose and pulled him into a hug wrapping my arms around his neck. I felt him sigh and squeeze my waist tighter.

I was the first to pull away as I looked into his eyes and moved his black hair out of his face slowly smiling.

"Go take a shower and wash up, yeah?" I said softly. He only nodded in response and left for the bathroom as I was left sitting there on his bed to do nothing. Well, I could find my phone. I stood up wincing slightly and started looking through his nightstand drawers. It wasn't there, but I did find a considerable amount of condoms which was awkward.