It's a struggle between right and wrong
Oh how wrong I have been
I'm stained red with sin
Why have I strayed so far
Why am I always making new scars
A new memory of pain
Why do I seek for hurt
I where this black to mask my shame
Cause I think this torment is deserved
So much wrong I've done
In your eyes I should be shunned
There is no forgiveness in my future
This black is on me forever
All I need is a place to go
That nobody else knows
Somewhere dark and secluded
It's my memories I'm eluding
But it's in the darkness they find me most
So why do I go to those places
Do I really want to forget
Are my words really legit
I've lost myself
I can't tell what's true anymore
It has all turned into a blur
And that's what disturbs me most
I don't know how I feel
I can't tell what's real
I'm lost in myself
Somebody please find me
Cause I don't know what's real
The lines have been blurred
Please help me find myself.
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Ink & Tears
PoetryThis is a collection of poems that I have written about my struggles with depression, anxiety, love, nature, and the darker aspect of the world that seems to always hammer on my heart. I hope this reaches some of you.