Entry 057 | Manjiro Sano ft. Lil' Sis Reader

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Having a twin isn't easy, especially when she is the better twin. Yes, you were the younger twin of Emma Sano. Which made you the youngest in the Sano siblings.

Having Emma was a bless but being around her was pain in the ears.

You've got a lot of comment regarding about how they compare her to you.

She's way more beautiful compare to you, she's way more smarter, she's more active, she's more friendly, she's popular, she receive unending compliments, she was loved, cared and treasured.

They always made you insecure of what and who you are. You only live under her shadow and nothing more.

People only befriended you because they want to use you to be closer to your twin sister.

She will reassure you but alas, even the guy you like. Emma loved Draken and she declares that with her full confidence. And you know that Draken love her back so you tried everything to move on. Draken isn't the only guy on Earth. And he's not meant for you.

The only escape you could do was writing stories of your life without them knowing who's the writer behind that story. You have a pen name and it was [username-chiii].

Daffodils: The Flower of Truth
Chapter 17: Revelations
(Warning this is a real book I created so please don't copy any of the content. I've seen a post (My oneshots) in another social media platform with their name as the writer and I will not tolerate it again!)

Wisteria walked down the hallways as she witnessed the truth behind that smile of him. Cynfael, again was crying his heart out.

That smile, she's sick of it. Wisteria was so sick on how he could put his face like that. So cheerful and happy yet so broken inside.

She's so sick of it, why do you even hide it? To let them know you're strong enough to fight your own problem without seeking other people's help? To show them how you stand the problems without stressing yourself? To let them know you're okay even if you're dying inside? To let them know you can do it by yourself?

Who's stupid enough that they could do it on their own? Can't they know they're putting themselves on a dungeon filled with monsters that could eat you within just a second?

Can't they realise how stupid they could be on putting their lives on danger while saying that 'hey I'm okay?'

Wisteria can't understand, she won't understand. Because her life is perfect that no one was on her way.

There's no way because she was the better one, the smarter one, the active one, the one who everyone would love, care and support all through out.

Cynfael was the worst one, the dumb one, the inactive one that everyone would hate, dispise and will take all the negativity. The pressure, the insecurities. Because even Wisteria fail, even she didn't meet everyone's expectations, they will still love her and support her.

While Cynfael would only receive more. He would only meet dissatisfaction. Of he could only disappear like a bubble or dive in a deep ocean like a fish tgat would never dream to see what's up there beyond the water. If only he could.

Mikey continued reading the update of the author  last night. He was amazed on how it was more likely related to his sister.

The only difference is that, the main character was a guy and has an older sister.

He went to the second floor to wake [Name] up since he promised to go and hang out with her. He entered the room only to see your figure on the bed sleeping like you stayed late at night.

He noticed that the computer was open and he took a peek only to see the draft for the next update for the book he was reading.

His eyes widen as he looked over your sleeping figure and his eyes soften.

The story also mentioned some of them in your life. Cynfael was you, Emma was Wisteria, the older brothers who was mentioned in the few chapter were Shean who was obviously Shinichiro. Aizan was the half brother which was Izana and Mike who was Mikey. You also mentioned Ken who was Draken.

Now that he know how lonely you are, he turned the computer off, woke you up and did his best to make that day as happiest as he could.

He did everything that will make you cheer up, bough you the books you wanted. He wanted you to cherish this day as how he cherish it.

The week after, you mention it in you story how happy you was. This make Mikey smile. As the day pass by you let yourself out of the shell and express all the things in your books as you mentioned happiness making it more positive.

You mailed your brother and said something that made him smiled wider. "Thank you and I love you Nii-chan."




Guys, if you want some help in your depression seek for help and tell it or maybe write your problems, negativities and insecurities  in a piece of paper and keep it. Try to overcome it. Then as soon as you overcome it, find it and write how you overcome those. I did it and it was effective. Just an advise.

If you want someone to talk to, Wisteria is here. Love lots, my Wisteria Petals.

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